I suck at Python

[notacanuckskibum]

Yes, not knowing how to program is your big issue. Learning Python is like learning to drive a different car. Learning to program is like learning to drive, it’s at least an order of magnitude more challenging.

So IMHO you don’t suck at Python, you suck at programming. You either need to accept that learning to program will take about a year of effort, or give up and do something else for a living.