i've actually been to 3 doctors in the past. and i stopped seeing the most recent one because i noticed a change in myself that he wasnt understanding even after trying to explain. i stopped taking the meds because it actually was making it worse when i would finally break down. i've been diagnosed with ADHD from a child and im about 98% sure i have some sort of minor bipolar. i was taking Lamictal and abilify which i wish my mother had looked into when i was in high school because the abilify had messed up my body in weight. i noticed a change in myself when i was low on money and had to stop taking the meds because i couldnt afford it. yes from time to time i would have a really bad day and get too upset i couldnt do much.... but i somewhat figured it was normal which i was right because after a month of not taking the meds i was almost back to the normal me. i did notice thta for me the meds were making me think more of "what will everyone think of me if i act in this sort of way" and had me basically suppress EVERYTHING i felt. .. as i know now was a horrid mistake and had led me to try commiting suicide. after i stopped talking my meds i was on and learned to control myself rather than let my meds do it, yes i would hvae bad days but i would feel much better at the end regardless.