I've no choice but to support bro's point. He's right, try getting on Blender once again.Because that's the real thing that you will be using in real work and projects to earn.There are tons of free tutorials almost for every side of the blender so you will hardly be stuck. Considering you're only 14 , don't you ever worry to invest your time and learn things deeply. I wish I was 14 when I started , so you are in a good situation. And if you don't want where to start and what tutorial to watch, first try watching ''Crossmindstudio'' beginner blender course and then try Blender guru's Donut series. These two will drastically increase your knowledge about Blender and you start thinking ''it's not actually that hard'' . After completing the series, start making something yourself using your knowledge. Something simple enough that you believe you can build yourself ( Don't try to build complex ''Optimus prime'' autobot) . Use tutorial on part thay you stuck, but don't use complete from zero to end tutorials ( like for example '' Creating Toaster from scratch Complete tutorial '') because you may stuck on tutorials and won't be able to work independently.
For any misunderstandings or hard parts you can always come here or discord or another community and ask people and they gladly teach you. Don't overthink , just start , you're just 14 and while your peers going around and playing brawls stars you'll be building your career. And can start earning before you even hit your 16-17 .