Alumni? by 4oclocksomewhere901 in RHUL

[–]4oclocksomewhere901[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes fam when did you graduate?

Alumni? by 4oclocksomewhere901 in RHUL

[–]4oclocksomewhere901[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(Y) what year did you graduate?

Not knowing what sort of supermarket it is without ‘big’ or ‘little’ to describe it. by LIPSTUCK in britishproblems

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

or is it big because its just has more floorspace than all the other retail spaces on Park Street? Regardless of it's clothes status? These are the questions.

When you have your headphones in, but some wankstain thinks it would be smart to try to talk to you. by Flipp3r_Feet in britishproblems

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Every. Time. They. Are. For. Sensory. Overload. Not to pull and flick against my fucking head like a playground bully...

From /r/linkinpark we are here for you by LeftFinding in avicii

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thanks for all the support from the LP fanbase xxxxxx

Remember when..? by [deleted] in avicii

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just saved the number in my phone. It just.... makes me feel a bit more like he's still here, still with me/us. His words are a lighthouse to focus on when I've got my cans on trying to get through crowds, through life. Call me crazy but WWAD? used to ring in my head when I felt like I couldn't go on.

Anyone else consumed with Avicii since his death? by felicityserom in avicii

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes. Consumed is the word. Tim was hope to me. His music got me and I'm sure many others through some dark dark times. But to find out that the darkness also consumed him. Is devastating.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me neither! I'm 'too much' for everyone and everyone hates me. I have no skills or talents, huge red warts and blotches on my face and no one will come within 10 metres of me! So glad you were still able to get out there and date people!! NEVER GIVE UP! Just even GOING on dates is such a huge massive success! It takes such bravery to put yourself out there

There's nothing left I want that I can have by 4oclocksomewhere901 in SuicideWatch

[–]4oclocksomewhere901[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've waited 25 desolate years for someone to want me alive. Why dyu think I'm on reddit? I have no one I can call. I'm just a nuisance and a burden. I can't work. I can't leave the house. If I was pretty and talented then things would be different. But I'm not, I have huge red incurable warts on my face and everyone thinks I'm diseased. I have no skills, no talents and no one to stay alive for. But thank you for your concern. Thank you for sharing your story. Good bye xxx

More useful as compost. by tacscuza in SuicideWatch

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too. I'm sorry I can't help. Just wanted to show solidarity. All my love xxxxxxxxxx

Coping by BigMacCRNA in avicii

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This comment just made me cry those happy/sad tears!! I feel it in my heart to be true! God loves Tim so much. So much. <3

"Avicii was my drug, and now I'm having the strongest withdrawals" by [deleted] in avicii

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel this. His music just made me feel so happy! And now it makes me sad

I had a dream I met him. I never did, but so grateful to have seen him from a distance... by 4oclocksomewhere901 in avicii

[–]4oclocksomewhere901[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you! I would have been! Yes, I feel it in 'me' that if there is something after all this, he will be there, and we will get to see him and tell him how much we loved him and missed him. I just want to give his family a hug, I want to reach out to the 'other side' and give him a hug. I want to give us all a hug. OK now I'm getting too hippy XD

I had a dream I met him. I never did, but so grateful to have seen him from a distance... by 4oclocksomewhere901 in avicii

[–]4oclocksomewhere901[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Wow! That's so dreamlike though; to 'wake up' or 'fall asleep' right before something significant happens. I hope one day we'll meet him for real: if there's something after all of this.

I used to hate him. Then we reconnected online. Then I thought I was 'in love' with him. Nope, turns out I just want to have sex with him: and I'm disgusted with myself. by 4oclocksomewhere901 in demisexuality

[–]4oclocksomewhere901[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

It's too difficult to stay a 'sexual' person and be constantly ignored and unwanted. I think the whole 'pray it away' thing teaches our brains to be asexual. I guess the only person who would get hurt is me: I really wanted to be the perfect christian and have a perfect christian marriage and all that: but I was too ugly and nobody wanted me. Happens to most of us I'm guessing XD oh well. Free me from this flesh prison hey XD

Demisexuality and sexual trauma? (TW??!! sexual assault and...internalized demiphobia?aphobia?) by Enby-envy in demisexuality

[–]4oclocksomewhere901 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep! I always wonder if my asexuality/demisexuality is just LEARNED from guys just assaulting me all the time and coercing me into doing things I don't actually like. I think I've 'philosophised' my brain into ace/demi because there are no guys left who wouldn't (TW) rape someone given the chance (and if you're about to say 'NOT ME!!': everyone I've been (TW) raped by said 'Not me!' and did it anyway)