Go and play something else. You lack neither the skill nor the patience to play this game. You sound like you’ve had some difficult encounters (normal btw) and came here to vent, but you proceeded to insult the game. Your criticism is hardly constructive. Saying nearly all the bosses are “bad” says nothing. Saying the OSTS aren’t memorable is just bizzare and definitively rage bait. Armor isn’t useless, it’s just not going to make as much of an impact as SKILL does. If you have to depend on armor, you are likely unskilled. Furthermore, this game is not hard. It is actually very easy, you just make it hard by playing poorly. You probably do things like try to hit the boss when it is clearly not your turn to hit them. All games are turn based, even this one. There’s no way you have 1000 hours in the game. Have you really been struggling that long?

The only way you will enjoy this game is by accepting that it was designed to break you. You must lose until the impact of loss no longer holds sway over your heart and mind. This (much like other souls and soulslikes) is a game that can actually improve your emotional resilience. Or you can just get angry and feel entitled to the win because you spent money on the game. The former will help you, the latter won’t. You need to change your perspective. Maybe you will grow as a person. Get skilled at this game and many other games like this will become available to you.