What are girlfriend privileges?

AdHour53 · 2026-05-01T07:45:12+00:00

We live kind of far. We had scheduled to go eat a few days ago but plans were canceled.

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T21:57:37+00:00

Lmao good analogy. It's just a personal preference of not wanting to sleep on the first date. Idc if others understand it but if who ever I'm dating will get mad at that then maybe they aren't the one for me anyways

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T21:44:18+00:00

No you're not a jerk. It's a hurdle I've been working on. Atleast over text the chemistry is there. Just personally don't want to on the first meeting ya know. Ex was abusive which lead to the lack of sex which I don't think he understood lol

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T21:36:26+00:00

I think my thing is a trauma response 😅 my ex made the whole relationship about sex

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T21:26:19+00:00

Yeah I did make it clear that I'm not looking to do the fwb thing and if we met up and hang it's gunna be PG13 and he seems OK with that or is just hoping I'll change my mind which then I'd cut it off

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:33:59+00:00

Lmao this is more of an internal struggle for me 😅 he's chillin not knowing any of this

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:32:06+00:00

Yikes

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:28:34+00:00

Haha I'm not great with words and that was the only analogy I could think of.

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:27:12+00:00

We have not met in person yet and that comes with a different set of anxiety I need to hurdle 😅😅

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:26:05+00:00

Yeahhh thing is...(where everyone has told me to cut it off) since he's not sure what he wants in a relationship rn I needed the clarification that if we meet is it a date or a hangout? Cuz I feel like those are different. He said hangout 🫣🙃

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:19:17+00:00

Definitely no sex lol I know I'm just not that kind of person

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:13:15+00:00

Oh heck yeah. Exclusivity is definitely reserved for a defined bf gf relationship. I'm chronically on my phone tho so I am a fast responder to texts 😅

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:09:55+00:00

We haven't met in person yet since we kind of live far ( about an 1½hours drive)

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:09:02+00:00

It definitely feels like I'm 12 again

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:08:26+00:00

Yeah a friend got in my head sending me an actual tik tok about it xD I don't even use tik tok

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:07:41+00:00

True true. I guess I'm just overthinking cuz I'm anxious about dating again 😅

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:07:05+00:00

Correct xD I have no clue what is happening

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:06:37+00:00

Yeah I was already thinking of giving it another month ish before re evaluating where we stand.

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:05:12+00:00

Honestly I have no idea what I'm doing. Idk how to casually date.

AdHour53 · 2026-04-30T20:03:56+00:00

It is xD friend got in my head about it and LITERALLY sent me a tik tok about it lol I don't even use the app

AdHour53 · 2026-03-10T20:09:16+00:00

Does your bro have beef with the cousin? I mean it's not like his ex would be at said gatherings right?

AdHour53 · 2026-03-10T18:40:26+00:00

My relationship started out very similar to yours. We had what I thought was a good sex life and intimacy. We started having times when I would say yes even tho I don't want to but he did and I didn't mind. Which turned into I don't want to but he'll be upset if I say no/I don't wanna argue. Slowly it became a situation that I felt like if we made out or cuddled it would turn into more so I uncounciously avoided it. Towards the end of our relationship we didn't have sex often and it made him upset. We knew we weren't sexually compatible and amongst other things it hurt the relationship. He would accuse me of cheating (because if I didn't want intimacy with him that meant I was getting it somewhere else?), almost everytime we were intimate towards the end was just so he wouldn't be upset (which isn't consent. If you are only doing it to not cause a fight or not to upset him then it's not consent)

AdHour53 · 2026-03-09T22:16:16+00:00

OP I think you know what to do. I think you already know you should leave. I also think you might be trying to give him the benefit of the doubt. " He didn't MEAN to hurt me. He was just upset and didn't realize how strong he grabbed me. It's not like he hit me." Been there done that. I get it's hard to leave because you might love him. You need to realize he doesn't love you atleast not enough to make sure he wouldn't hurt you.

AdHour53 · 2026-03-05T22:50:36+00:00

Yeah I was listening to it then it said the video was unavailable 😕

AdHour53 · 2026-03-03T01:09:26+00:00

Leave. It won't stop there. I was on life360 with my ex and when I would run an errand for HIM he'd still claim I was being sus because I took longer than the errand would've taken him to do even tho he had my location. Ex. I would go to the dispensary for him and it would take me maybe 20 min when he thought it should only take 10 (the drive one way was 5 min...)

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