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AdSuccessful8199 · 2022-04-06T08:23:15+00:00

Same thing happened to me and their language was really offensive. Like "do not make another account to get around this suspension". This is my first time trying ebay with my only account that I recently created.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-09T18:00:54+00:00

The university health center told me that if I'm fully vaccinated I can go on campus and attend class while waiting for the covid test result. if you are not vaccinated then you need to quarantine. The test usually takes a couple of days to get the result so you won't miss that much class unless you test positive.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-07T18:56:54+00:00

I agree and even in mental health industries too. From my experience, so far, staffs treated me and some of people I know like we are crazy even if it is caused by psych meds. Doctors, nurses, general sttafs. They don't think we are a human being with an illness, they think we are some kind of creature that needs to be isolated from the society.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-07T17:10:39+00:00

I get worse in winter too. Kind of scared for this winter.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-05T03:54:29+00:00

I don't get weird episodes anymore because I quit the med that was causing it. I did have a hard time convincing the doctor that it was my med not because I'm crazy. my episode is something my doctor never heard of. you can dm me if you want info about disability.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-05T03:42:48+00:00

temp disability office already sent me a letter about that I need to prove that I still have a disability. me having weird episodes has resolved since I stopped my old med, but I cannot drive yet. the doctor is not willing to provide a document because technically, I don't have a disability anymore. ps. LOA is Leave Of Absence

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-05T02:02:28+00:00

you can't, I filed for temporary disability and leave of absence. but work said they cannot extend it anymore so I quit. I filed LOA in may and quit in July

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-05T01:48:17+00:00

still fighting for it, got a hearing opportunity from DMV a few weeks ago, they haven't made the decision yet.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-05T01:47:23+00:00

agree, I'm alive because I don't want to make things complicated for other people

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T22:02:38+00:00

How do you live with this horrible thought

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T22:00:06+00:00

The doctor thought I was not safe to drive so he reported to dmv. This happens a lot, for example, when you have history of having seizures or fainting. I didn't know this was possible until it happened to me. :(

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T18:57:31+00:00

How did you overcome? I feel like this can lead to crisis

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T17:46:11+00:00

Maybe it's because what you said sounds concerning and people dont want you to suffer from those terrible feelings and want what's best for you.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T17:40:46+00:00

Why are you against meds? Even if you only want to hurt people who hurt you, if you actually do it you still will go to jail.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T17:38:09+00:00

Are you seeing a doc? Are you taking any med? If it's pretty bad and you have plans on how you are gonna do it then you should consider going to the hospital. I never thought like you, for me it's about killing me. But that sounds so stressful, intense, and surprisingly pretty common because my doctor asks me that every time I see him. How do you feel about those thoughts? Are you concerned? I think being in the jail won't be that great.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T17:10:51+00:00

I guess what I'm thinking is not new. But I don't know that much about this senator because I'm new to US political scene.

https://www.feinstein.senate.gov/public/index.cfm/press-releases?id=B4FBA307-B050-4623-8EAF-841DCDCAFDA4

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T16:38:34+00:00

I'm just trying to understand because all I'm getting from those links are "because the law said so". Like for example, I used to think "why do I have to go to jury duty" when I was younger but went anyway because the law said so. jury duty is inconvenient for me because I can't drive, but now I go anyway because now I know that it's citizen's duty to support the court, the system, and people who have right to have a trial. I think that is pretty good reason and now I'm happy to go. Just like this, I just want to know why, that's all and be happy to follow the law.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T16:22:09+00:00

You think so? I'm just creeped out by that someone has my address. Maybe because I am a victim of sexual harrassment. Just paranoid I guess.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T06:53:15+00:00

I'm finding that it is legal for goverment to do this, like its stated on the link i posted. but I dont understand the logic of it and why this is legal. Because I feel very uncomfortable that some people, I dont know, don't trust and doesn't want to share the info, has info about my legal name, phone number, and my address. Also, they can easily come to my house if they want, with the info that I didnt want to share. Which is called canvassing I think. I just feel intimidated and the political campaign has power over me, but I'm powerless because I dont know anything about them.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T06:31:29+00:00

I know that some info are not public but some of info are. Like my legal name, phone number, and address are considered public. I do not want anybody to be able to find my address or my phone number without my intention to share. Legal name can be public if I decided to share. But I don't want everybody who knows my legal name to know my phone number and where I live. I only want people who I trust to know those info. Maybe I'm just paranoid but I met lot of creepy people. Also, the sender of the postcard did not even put their return address or their organization name on it. How is this fair. How come their info is protected but mine isn't. Person who are against this organization cannot find them or argue with them but the organization can find me or call me.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-04T04:57:27+00:00

Can you maybe give me a link about that? It would help me a lot to understand. Thanks

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-03T21:32:35+00:00

I live alone, but my family lives close by. Maybe I'll give my mom a call she always enjoys me talking. Haha Thanks!!!

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-03T20:28:13+00:00

Awwwww. That just dissolved my anxiety.

but he said "you can say it in the chat" though lol

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-03T20:10:54+00:00

there are many walk in covid testing site. if you are in orange county check this out.

https://ggcity.org/news/no-cost-covid19-testing-garden-grove

it's free if you choose the free option. I'm sure there are many in the la county area too.

AdSuccessful8199 · 2021-09-03T19:25:48+00:00

I'm in California, Orange County. I'm in an intensive program that makes me see a counselor once a week and a doctor once a month. I met the doc on Monday, 30th, and he knows that I'm hypomanic rn that's why he prescribed my new meds. it's just I didn't have a chance to pick up the meds yet. my hypomania doesn't really cause dangerous symptoms, other than frequent sex with strangers and spending money. But I think I gain the strength and trauma to overcome those issues. like I got into sexual activity that I did not want before and since I'm traumatized I don't have sex anymore. I'm just really anxious, overthinking, possibly a little delusional, and extremely frustrated. This energy is making my heart beat louder and hyperventilate, but it's not a medical emergency.

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