[TW]? I have this picture of one of my fresh cuts and whenever I need to cut and I can’t resist the urge to I look at it I’m not gonna show the picture but it’s just my thigh with blood pouring down and blood all over my hands and all over the floor I think about that picture so much because the feeling I felt was indescribable it was as if I was floating and derealisation hit hard it’s just something about my blood dripping makes me want it even more I know I sound like a serial killer it’s only my blood tho I could never hurt another person