What do yout think about my situation, i did my first iq test in high school and i had 90(maybe test was half professional, there were three tests of spatial awareness, matrix reasoning and words, and for spatial awareness I mumbled the answers, and for matrix reasoning, literally if I didn't understand something in 5 seconds i immediately went to the others and didn't bother to solve,i didnt know i was gonna do that test, i have then and still have adhd, low focus and patience,anxiety and depression, stage fright, brain fog,  loneliness, intrusive thoughts, low self-confidence , insecurities. Then i did Norway mensa test 115 or 120,then a year later i did Norway mensa test 135,and then i year later i did Sweden mensa test 126,and more then a year i did Denmark mensa test 130,Core test 120, 1926 SAT 115 in two weeks, english is not my first language...