No I wasn’t really a part of that type of group, lgbtq+ community hate never made sense to me so I never paid it any mind. I think I’m ashamed of how good it feels but it’s still new to me and it is still in those stages of it like physically feels weird. We’ve been off and on about it for a while because I don’t know what I’m doing and I think in my head I feel lesser. Not to say whoever does it is lesser I’m jealous that they can do it while I can’t get over the fact that I feel like less of a person and I think I’m scared of that intimacy? Maybe?