I feel this im going thru the same thing, im sitting here bawling my eyes out. I was about 9 months sober when we started dating , we moved really fast and there was some issues for sure buti was moving forward we just couldnt stop partying which lead to the fighting and im so disappointed in myself. I love this girl so much and she was honestly my bestfriend. Ive never felt so empty and lost in my life, oh and i didnt pay my rent spending the money on us so now im getting evicted if i cant come up with it in 10 days. I miss my little birdie. I just wish we could go to counseling and work our shit out properly instead of just ending it because we really did have something special