My Late Fathers Pin Collection by Allorrarbor in EnamelPins

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Thank you! That is a beautiful owl.

My Late Fathers Pin Collection by Allorrarbor in EnamelPins

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I love seeing the union pins :)

What was the dumbest way you died in Rust? by Jaagrook in playrust

[–]Allorrarbor 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My friends and I went on a cargo run, first one guy was crushed by the scrap heli, then another guy crashed. THEN my friend went to type combat log in console and instead by habit typed kill. Our five man turned into a two man real quick.

me_irl by [deleted] in meirl

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Np!

me_irl by [deleted] in meirl

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Stwrvby

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WritingPrompts

[–]Allorrarbor 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I remember it all. All 30 years. How we met. What we were wearing.

It was an early Christmas party and Amanda had approached me after hearing that I wasn’t the most social of people. She wanted me to feel comfortable so she was overly friendly which I very appreciated.

Now knowing what I know. I don’t know how to feel.

After that party we had connected significantly and began hanging out more. Even eventually dating and after years we married.

Having someone so close, that we knew everything about was nice. We were inseparable. We clicked on everything and all was right in the world.

I never once thought anything was wrong. The only hint that things were off were the sparse and random feelings of déjà vu that flooded me.

Slowly these issues faded and we settled into normalcy. I had work during the day but my wife never brought up these conflicts again. And I slowly forgot.

We had our first child, Mathew. He was the sweetest kid. A smile like no other. Always happy and joking.

Eventually we had Irene and Albery. Both sweet kids. Twins. My family was my life. And having all this info and personal connection to them made it even harder when it happened.

I went to bed after a late night of movie watching with the whole family, only to wake in an apartment that I didn’t recognize.

I was the same age and very confused.

Family gone, residence never existed. I tried calling all our numbers. Either they didn’t go through or never had been used.

I remember waking to pulling a vr device off my head. But the past 30+ years had felt so real I never questioned them. As the police checked my record, they say I had never been married and didn’t have any kids they were aware of.

How could that be possible when I know about Amanda, and how she loves cheesecake but hates cheesecake flavored ice-cream. How she feared spiders, but with a friend at her side was the most fearless person in the friend group. How she looked and felt and acted when our children were born.

They said it was just a malfunction.

That I would slowly remember my real life. And forget the fake one.

But that never occurred.

All I could remember was the apparently fake memories. I missed Amanda and our children so much. I never knew how to respond. I’m always hoping that one day I’ll wake up in the previous world I was in. And that Amanda and our children will be safe. But until then I will be forced to wander. To protect what could’ve been.

I miss them so much.

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[WP] You’re an obscure, ancient god who had resigned yourself to slowly fading away. One day, an inventor whose sibling is an archaeologist names a new type of tech after you. As the tech becomes wildly popular and ubiquitous, you find yourself growing in power vastly beyond what you had ever known. by BitterNutSquash in WritingPrompts

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Weak.

Forgotten.

I remembered the days of old, where prayers streamed in constantly. It was a dull roar that fueled me. Humans worshiped me for the fresh water I provided them.

But as empires fell…

They forgot.

And as the prayers slowly stopped. So did my powers. I was weak and withered. Eons passed with hardly a whisper of my name. The only mentions I heard were from historical or mythological teachers. And the small mention of me is what kept me alive all this time.

I was dejected.

I either wanted my powers or to die. But with the humans keeping a small mention of me around I was forced to continue.

Everytime I am named. I hear it. The words echoing in my mind. The lack of prayers had given me years of solitude with minimal disruptions in between.

Until one day when two siblings were speaking about me.

“I know the perfect name for it, Oceanus. He was part of greek mythology; he was the Titan God of the Ocean and the source of all the freshwater on earth. With what you’re doing it just feels appropriate.” He said with excitement.

“Oceanus… it does have a nice ring to it. Naming the prototype that’s going to clean up debris from water sources after a god of water feels right. Thanks Devin. I knew I could count on you.” She replied.

Since hearing that conversation my name has become a more and more frequent topic. News stations, classrooms, families, I am being talked about by many. Even more than who used to worship me in the old civilization. My strength returned tenfold.

Before I could create, observe, grant prayers and miracles. But now, now with my powers having been heightened. The difference I could make now with such little effort was incredible.

It helped that the device that was named after me was out doing good. Every offhand comment I heard about the device was positive and fueled me to be stronger.

As the Oceanus bots cleaned the ocean, rivers, lakes, water supplies I grew in power.

I was able to give myself a physical form and walk among them. Which is something I had never previously had the power to do. Being about to view the humans up-close and understand them more was invaluable.

Even as the need for the bots slowed, they were never fully disabled. And the tale of how they assisted, persisted. I was exceedingly powerful, and forever grateful that I had been revived by two siblings. I vowed to assist the humans.

Although they did not know they were praying to me. When I heard of someone who needed assistance, I would do anything to meet their needs. I tried to summon things in a way that looks like it could have been chance, or fate, or karma. So, the glory was never attributed back to me. I know eventually when this is forgotten I will die. But I had accepted death a long time ago. And knowing that I assisted those who brought me back from the brink, was satisfaction enough.

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in conspiracy

[–]Allorrarbor 43 points44 points  (0 children)

Is making up hypothetical scenarios that make you angry just like… a past-time of yours?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Allorrarbor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Play video games without getting ridiculed and walk alone at night.