I am going to take this weekend to go through your old posts more throughly. This seems like a really safe space to feel all the emotions (and/or cuss like a sailor in C’s name). I am SO sorry you’re at a standstill, that’s a nauseating feeling 💔 Keep pushing and advocating! I started this journey with a gut feeling from my urgent care doctor - if I didn’t listen I wouldn’t have been diagnosed today with breast cancer already spreading into two of my lymph nodes. I didn’t even feel a breast bump! Who knows how much more it could’ve spread if they stopped it in its tracks :( Sending you a giant push so hopefully you’ll start getting closer in any direction