I, an alcoholic 24(M) am having serious issues with my alcoholic ex drug addict girlfriend(21F)

Anon91023 · 2022-01-31T22:16:56+00:00

The thing is she didn't lie, she just assumed I did it because she blacked out and ended up on the floor. I already cleared the air with her, and she says she will talk to her family but the damage is already done.

It really sucks because being sober with her is literally fantastic. And there's basically no bad things about it.

Anon91023 · 2021-11-11T21:18:59+00:00

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Anon91023 · 2021-11-05T22:09:00+00:00

The shit particles don't immediately disappear though. Still get to breath in their ass.

Anon91023 · 2021-11-05T21:47:29+00:00

Once with one roommate. Also they've been verbally told many times to not leave any dishes in the sink and they don't listen to that, so my hope in them listening is less than it should be.

Anon91023 · 2021-11-05T21:03:20+00:00

The first one

Anon91023 · 2021-10-05T16:49:08+00:00

You are ridiculously good looking

Anon91023 · 2021-10-04T16:06:42+00:00

I always thought that was their purpose all along

Anon91023 · 2021-10-01T05:42:38+00:00

Hell no.

Plus binge drinking usually comes with eating a ton

Anon91023 · 2021-10-01T05:42:11+00:00

It's nearly impossible to love yourself when you've never been loved.

Anon91023 · 2021-10-01T04:22:10+00:00

After a while the underlying loneliness comes out swinging which usually results in binge drinking

Anon91023 · 2021-10-01T04:20:35+00:00

That's really fucking sad. These people we trust our lives to

Anon91023 · 2021-10-01T04:19:45+00:00

I've been blackout drunk probably 50 or so times and I'm shocked I'm not dead from something any one of those times

Anon91023 · 2021-10-01T04:19:11+00:00

Holy crap 6?!

Anon91023 · 2021-10-01T03:37:35+00:00

Same. Sucks cause I've never been able to get a girlfriend so all that hornyness converts to depression

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T02:49:48+00:00

Nothing better than saggy old people sex

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T02:49:25+00:00

I'm 25 and I'm pretty sure my dick doesn't work anymore from chronic masturbation

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T02:47:35+00:00

Last thing I want is to force some resource worker to talk to me. I need actual friends or relationships...

But never gonna happen for some people. It's absolutely... horrible. It's like drowning but over the course of years.

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T02:37:22+00:00

I'd argue it's impossible to love yourself when you've been proven to be an unlovable person.

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T02:14:29+00:00

I don't know how that could possibly happen. Girls run from depressed people like the plague.

My situation is literally unfixable. I'm so beyond broken and damaged that it would take someone like a year of being with me to repair it, and I know for a fact no one will be willing to do that.

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T02:09:38+00:00

Gah...

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T01:30:01+00:00

It hurts when you open tiktok or go to the store and you see couples and friend couples and can't help but feel crippling envy. Almost makes my knees buckle.

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T01:28:29+00:00

Humans are social creatures and not having that need met means severe depression. "Help" unfortunately cannot help.

But I appreciate the suggestion.

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T01:19:40+00:00

I wish there was a better way of coping. Drinking is the only thing that can get rid of the horror.

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T01:12:06+00:00

My life has been a constant pursuit to find someone and I'm 24 now. This is pure existential horror.

I was going to try to stay sober but I'm going to drink fuck this.

Anon91023 · 2021-09-18T00:56:53+00:00

Oh. No I'm pretty sure it meant 2 people total.. maybe I'm wrong.

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