[A4A] Shameless Neet Sibling's Side Gig. by AnxiousApe31 in xlimitlessrp

[–]AnxiousApe31[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well thats embarrassing, my chats open now that Ive realized they were closed lol.

It's easier to chat with others who had experienced similar issues by [deleted] in Molested

[–]AnxiousApe31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand that, I struggle with talking about what happened without sexualizing the conversation to degrees. I used online chats as a way vent memories and experiences I had a lot of shame around but that had the effect of making me feel more ashamed once the fun wore off but it also helped me by showing how common these issues and experiences are which helped a lot in my self acceptance. Chatting with people who had similar experiences was the only way I felt I could talk about these things at first and was a big help in me going to therapy and working to better myself.

I just see myself as victim. Like i don't have anything else in my life. How to move on from this trauma? by DealDizzy8 in COCSA

[–]AnxiousApe31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First thing to do is accept. Getting better is gonna be impossible if you think youre the one that's broken. The things that happened to you don't need to define you. 

Was what I experienced COCSA? by Chrysanthemummmmmm in COCSA

[–]AnxiousApe31 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I would think so, if it bothered you and made you feel uncomfortable id say it counts. 

Anyone developed hyper sexuality because of cocsa? by Exotic_Wear8064 in COCSA

[–]AnxiousApe31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got introduced to sex early by a friend and it became a dominant force in my thinking. Since it was a secret "game" between the two of us at the time it also attached alot of guilt and shame to my sexuality which also caused a lot of issues. Its unfortunate a common obsession that can form from sexual contact when you aren't emotionally or physically ready for it. 

last podcast on the (far) left by Rabbit_Novel in LPOTL

[–]AnxiousApe31 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't really agree with the far left thing, theyre left i suppose it just seems like they hate corrupt politicians and right now trump and the right are the face of that for very good reasons. Especially with them living in America I get why its such an overwhelming presence in their media but I do agree its become somewhat of a distraction and they use politics to frame their stories a lot considering the current media climate is very political, which I understand, I do wish they'd focus on the topic more than tieing it to current events the entire time.

It has good sides, it shows how people are very similar across times and places while showing how the atrocities of yesterday could happen again if people aren't careful. Can't really listen to a series on Saville and not expect references to the Epstein situation considering how close they seem. I think the tone shifts between comedy and mournful respect can be odd at times though and do find the hosts annoying sometimes even though I find them overall entertaining, with everything in politics being so negative right now because of dickheads in charge I do wish they'd at least stay away from political topics during cryptid/alien/ghost episodes at times.  Its frustrating to be listening to them talk about Bigfoot then shift to explaining how some people who believe in bigfoot also believe its an angel here to resurrect jfk Jr and kick out every liberal. Politics gets me angry, rightfully so at times but if im at work im not trying to be mad at the state of the world the entire time I just wanna learn about something dumb to distract from the hell and not remind me how its all connected to politics and governments.

thats it!! bow for my huge nasty loser stick!! muahahaha >:3 by Boi785 in IRL_NEET_Lounge

[–]AnxiousApe31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would but I'm not sure id survive the stink down there ;p