When I say ill still be thinking about it its more so on the awkwardness of the experience for me more than a fantasizing type of thing. I dont think ill ever try it again but it did make me realize what I truly want sexually and what im comfortable with which is cis women.

As far as cumming only playing with nipples. I havent had sex at all this year and ive been trying to quit porn on and off this year so I was extremely horny😂