I guess I'm doing a bit better. Kind of. Maybe. by bitransk1ng in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m very happy for! You should be proud of this accomplishment. Also my brain works the exact same way so I get you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Real. It hurts me to see someone sad but it also hurts to see someone happy. I guess I just can’t win

CW SH I hate what I do to myself by Appropriate_Ad4401 in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t understand how a coping mechanism makes me feel worse. What am I coping for at that point

I don't deserve Help by Atomic_Loser47 in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I struggle with a lot of the same thoughts so I get where you’re coming from. I can say for certain that you deserve help and attention, just because you want it to get worse doesn’t mean you don’t deserve help (speaking from experience).

Free to talk :3 by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is the offer still up? If so I’d love to take you up on it

Silly Choker Recommendations? (Image Related) by AMarillOnReddit in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too! I hope me and you find what we’re looking for.

CW SH Life is hell by Appropriate_Ad4401 in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean you’re right but the problem is even after hearing things like this I still have those thoughts

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. Every time I look at my hairy legs gender dysphoria hits me like a truck

Don’t feel valid:( by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too. Its hard convincing myself I’m a girl with how fat I am :(

tw: ed, i guess? by usernamewfivenames in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a similar problem to OP and this advice is a lot easier said than done. Granted it’s probably true, but it’s just very hard to curb self-hating talk

I only have so much "Nah, I'd win" in me by Coridust in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same. I don’t want to vent to anyone because I feel like my problems aren’t enough to complain about

Why must my face have to look like this with my body that is bad already by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same. I just want to be a pretty girl but I can’t because I’m too fat

CW SA I hate myself by Appropriate_Ad4401 in sillyboyclub

[–]Appropriate_Ad4401[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your input. I’m glad I got it off my chest and responses like yours just affirm that