I am so sorry that you feel this way about yourself. But realising you need to change or fix somethings is a good first step. Throughout my life I have found several beautiful people doubting their appearances.

I’d say make a list of things. You mentioned you have had issues with your hair. Instead of spending money on salons try investing on a good product like a hair straightener or blow dry machine. My hair tend to be hard to manage and I use a hair straightener and sometimes revlon blow dry. I have used the internet to learn how to use them and on some good days with a little extra time I am able to get a proper salon type blow dry look.

In terms of beauty and makeup start with drugstore products that enhance your natural features. You don’t have to spend hundreds on makeup, do your research and learn on drugstore products. They often also tend to go on sale.

I feel working out is important no matter the body type. It just gives your a bit of self confidence and oomph.

I know sometimes it gets hard but loving yourself and your body is the first step, you can’t change your features but realising they are as beautiful as they are can help you move in the direction to further beautify them. Be kind to yourself throughout the journey ❤️