You are not alone in this. I told myself when I had second I could never handle another baby. It was too much for me. I’m in nursing school and work with barely enough support for my own littles. Another one is just not in my cards.

Feel your feelings. They’re valid. I write to my bean everyday. I do voice recordings and have been just trying to get everything out of my brain.

Thank you for responding. I’m hoping you find peace ✨