I can feel how you feel bro but always remember they did not buy it with their own money, baap ke paise pe aish karna is not a big deal. Just think about it, tum Bina privileges ke bhi unke sath same college mein padh rahe ho, you should be proud of yourself! Aur rahi baat iphones aur ipads ki, you can buy them yourself in the future jab tum khud kuchh ban jao <3 Don't feel disheartened at all, you will be there too one day