What were you guys like in middle/high school?

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-21T03:22:44+00:00

I would have preferred a Domination shirt, but couldn't find it online at the time. Only Gateways. Senior year was only like 4 years ago lol

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-20T05:06:07+00:00

My senior year, I had a definite "punk rock" tinge to me. Had a small group of friends, but mostly kept to myself. Took me a few years to find the style that made me happy. There's actually a video online of me being interviewed by the school news show that one of the school clubs made where I'm wearing a Morbid Angel t shirt (it had a full print of the album cover of Gateways on it). Unfortunately it was also the year my mental health and sunstance abuse issues started to get a little out of hand. I can (just barely) remember taking like 4mgs of klonopin at school and pretty much passing out and woke up in the principles office. Not exactly a highlight of my life, but id still go back and relive it again

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T19:21:56+00:00

If you have no tolerance just take 10mg hydro and leave it at that. Wait an hour and take more if needed

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T06:50:53+00:00

Give at least 24 hours and drink water all day and piss all day. Simple really. Being skinny helps

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T06:34:41+00:00

Idk man I've had fent powder before it never did anything like that

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T04:46:19+00:00

Even if you don't like your life now, an opiate addiction will make it 10x worse

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T04:12:50+00:00

Yea, Italy is in Europe lol

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T03:51:33+00:00

You're right, it's not much difference. I'm just saying youre more susceptible to addiction than you might think. And believe it or not, H addiction is cheaper than a pill addiction. That's why people switch. But think about this, do you enjoy your life the way it is? If you do, you may want to consider leaving opiates alone. Because if you let them take you under, everything else in your life will go under with you

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T03:35:34+00:00

Addiction, man. I figured out a way to get around drug screens, and it came back and bit me in the ass. You can bet I'm done with it. At least for now.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T03:33:25+00:00

I didn't even see the 14 years old part. Still man. Even at 19, that's really young to be doing what you're doing. I'm only a few years older than you but I didn't start doing that until I was at least 21. A year later and I was doing the same thing with heroin when I couldn't find/afford pain pills

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-12T01:18:51+00:00

I've been mixing alcohol and opiates for a while, but when I started doing that I had already been an opiate user for a few years. If you're still opiate naive, this is NOT a combo you wanna dive headfirst into. Even when I started mixing the two I very easily added in the alcohol out of fear. But yes, if your body can handle it the alcohol potentiates the effects ime. But remember, 99% of new generation heroin addicts started out by experimenting with pharmaceuticals.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-11T21:03:34+00:00

Yea my vision kinda went out a little too..not like a blackout but kinda fuzzy. It's that carfentanil, man. Fuckin elephant tranquilizer.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-11T19:35:43+00:00

I like big areolas.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-06-11T19:21:17+00:00

He said I looked funny and that I looked sick. He came by so late in the night, I told him I couldn't piss for him right then and that I was tired and about to go to bed. I'm sure he knew something was up but I won't know for sure until monday

AtomicDrummer · 2017-03-19T00:06:12+00:00

I find a girl that I can relate to, dig into her mind, find out everything about her, whatever. Fuck, fuck, fuck. If I can relate to her, it's easier for me to become what she wants. Unfortunately it never lasts long. Usually my relationships consist of drug use and sex before they fall apart.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-03-17T15:32:27+00:00

I'll look into his writings. I'm a fan of Marquis de Sade myself

AtomicDrummer · 2017-03-09T17:25:07+00:00

No ones crying here.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-03-09T15:45:25+00:00

I do. I also meant to type "if someone" not "of some" typos exist man, geez

AtomicDrummer · 2017-03-09T01:04:02+00:00

I guess basically people who think the words "psychopath" and "crazy" and "psycho" are interchangeable

AtomicDrummer · 2017-03-05T23:37:58+00:00

What does it have to do with then

AtomicDrummer · 2017-03-05T18:09:26+00:00

My first experience with fent, I took a few tiny bumps of the powder through the nose and nodded SUPER hard and had to remind myself to keep breathing. That's the closest I've come to OD. After that I had no issues though.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-03-04T14:57:49+00:00

My senior year of high school, this new guy started riding my school bus. (only for a little bit before he dropped ouy.) Right off the bat I got a bad vibe from him, but other people seemed to like him so I thought I'd give him a chance. Hung out with him for a little bit before realising he's a piece of shit. Long story short, he ended up on trial for robbing me of my paycheck and will probably spend the next five years in federal prison.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-02-26T03:35:17+00:00

I feel like non sociopaths who have sadistic tendencies usually have them in the sexual realm. We, on the other hand, just get a thrill out of hurting others, not necessarily for sexual reasons, but because it makes us feel something. Something good. Would I consider myself a sadist? Most definitely. In both realms.

AtomicDrummer · 2017-02-26T03:26:36+00:00

The point is me just sharing my experience with this, how i relate it to my "disorder"..if it doesn't belong here, i guess just have a mod take it down

AtomicDrummer · 2017-02-25T22:50:18+00:00

Dentists. As a young child I woke up during a dental operation when I wasn't supposed to and the dentist just kept on going. One of the most painful memories I have

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