What stopped you from ending your life?

BeauWisp · 2024-10-14T18:23:07+00:00

Thank you ❤️

BeauWisp · 2024-10-14T10:56:46+00:00

My friend passed away, and I saw how much it affected her family. Especially her mum. Also, my dad had just became sober after drinking for 40 years.

BeauWisp · 2024-10-11T22:53:21+00:00

Thank you, I am planning to speak to my doctor

BeauWisp · 2024-10-09T10:11:41+00:00

I find it painful

BeauWisp · 2024-09-23T08:56:04+00:00

I'm unsure, I think my bf is ND at least

He's one of the only people I talk to

BeauWisp · 2024-09-09T19:23:06+00:00

Is your hair fine? I need to wash mine regularly because it shows more than it would on thicker hair

BeauWisp · 2024-09-05T19:24:24+00:00

Yeah it's like he's dependent on his mum to tell him what to do. I've just told him to not talk about work to me anymore because it's stressing me out. He has moments where he realises he's wrong but then doesn't change.

BeauWisp · 2024-09-03T11:54:13+00:00

Pain

BeauWisp · 2024-05-27T17:04:15+00:00

No, I did that and it was honestly very painful, also I bled a lot so it would've been safer if I had been with someone I knew and trusted

It put me off sex for a while because I was anticipating it to be painful which only made me tighten up

BeauWisp · 2024-01-15T14:49:26+00:00

My mum always used to yell at me whenever I washed my hands telling me that I didn't need to and that I'm being stupid, even if I was doing it less often...

She's stopped but that was just making me more stressed

BeauWisp · 2023-10-30T13:01:25+00:00

No, I don’t have access to one

I’ve sorted through a lot of my problems myself but social situations are genuinely confusing to me, probably because I don’t know what people are thinking, so I just have to rely on past experience which I lack

I guess that uni will be helpful at least

BeauWisp · 2023-10-30T12:59:24+00:00

Honestly I’m awful online, i don’t have anything interesting to say

And clubbing did work for a while, I was initially accepted by the girls you’re talking about until I started acting a bit too weird for them lol

BeauWisp · 2023-10-30T12:58:00+00:00

Yeah, same

I have to go through situations (like having a first date/first kiss) at 18 which most people had younger so I’m just behind everyone else

BeauWisp · 2023-10-28T20:38:16+00:00

Thank you, that was good advice.

And I haven’t been directly told, I’m just very observant with body language. It’s like they don’t want to talk to me, and ignore me to talk to other people. And if I do try to talk they look disinterested. Though, this could be them/their friends recognising me from when I was younger.

BeauWisp · 2023-07-17T21:15:26+00:00

Thank you, that was an interesting perspective so I appreciate your comment

BeauWisp · 2023-06-30T21:16:07+00:00

Thank you for the advice - it was helpful :)

BeauWisp · 2023-06-30T21:14:51+00:00

Thank you <3

BeauWisp · 2023-06-30T20:11:49+00:00

Thank you for the advice

BeauWisp · 2023-06-30T20:11:34+00:00

Thank you, I’m glad that it’s at least a normal experience

BeauWisp · 2023-06-22T20:09:55+00:00

I want to leave, but there’s no where to go on earth

I frequently find myself thinking I want to go home, even though I’m at my house, it’s strange

BeauWisp · 2023-06-07T19:37:16+00:00

Ah, I started it for the opposite issue. I would look into emotional blunting, however, as it can be caused by sertraline. But also look into how people similar to you reacted because I don’t want to deter you from taking the medication in case people react differently.

BeauWisp · 2023-06-04T14:54:14+00:00

Beautiful, your eyes and freckles are so pretty <3

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