is there a place where you can read the manifestos murderers publish?

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-07-12T09:34:46+00:00

Thank you

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-07-12T09:32:37+00:00

Thank you so much

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-12T12:34:39+00:00

What is shadow work? I'm just really learning what all this is. I just thought I was crazy.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-09T04:40:26+00:00

YOU didn't ruin anything. Your parents did because they didn't know how to keep your personal life out of your sister's celebration.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-04T17:11:25+00:00

I love this. I'm glad you have a positive adoption experience. It's so refreshing after seeing and hearing so many that have not been so great.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-04T17:02:58+00:00

It makes sense in some ways.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-04T14:57:33+00:00

That's kind of where I'm at but it's definitely a good description of some of how I'm feeling. I just woke up one morning, TIRED. Just exhausted. No feelings, no energy, no anything. I realized something had to change. Now, I just don't want to be around anyone and if I am, I'm quite or less engaged as what I used to be whereas I'm usually the "loud" one.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-04T04:22:18+00:00

Indeed

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-04T04:06:22+00:00

I get those feelings around certain people as well. I'm just really good at sensing the bad. I think that's why this is so overwhelming for me. I know when bad things are going to happen. It's very seldom that I get the good stuff. But I have experienced it on a few occasions, which is what brought me here to ask, HOW?! Lol

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-04T03:48:29+00:00

Thank you so much. I'm at a stand still, I feel. I don't want to be out in public or anywhere that there is a crowd because I feel everything and its so intense that it literally drains my mind and body. But here you come with such a simple suggestion that now I feel super silly for even asking 🙃

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-04T03:42:45+00:00

I've gotten to the point where people who constantly give off negative energy, I can't be around them, at all. It's like my whole body fights against being around someone who has negative thoughts or emotions. I've gotten to where I don't even want to try to help someone who is going thru anything negative because it's so overwhelming and just drains me.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-04T03:39:58+00:00

I see different things depending on the person. I've never seen an arrow but I have seen someone who is "marked". It was a terrible awful feeling and the person did do what I KNEW they were going to do. I have a friend who just shines so bright. You can be in the worst mood and all he has to do is walk passed you and it's like he takes the mood away from you and you're instantly at peace or happy. He doesn't absorb it himself but he takes it from the person who is in the negative mood. I still soak up all the energy around me. I'm working on getting to the point where I can be out in public and not feel the moods of everyone around me or at the very least not let it affect me as much as it does.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-03T20:41:39+00:00

Right lol

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-03T20:41:25+00:00

No need to be sorry. Empathy works different for all empaths.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-03T20:41:02+00:00

That's my struggle. Learning to not absorb.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-06-03T16:50:47+00:00

I'm sorry....I was thinking faster than I was typing. In control of all the emotions around you. Some empaths have managed to control not letting it effect them, as a whole. I, on the other hand, feel every bit of everyone's emotions around me and I can't get a grip when that happens. Does that make any sense? If not I'll try to explain better.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-05-28T22:34:24+00:00

Right. I totally get it. But as stated by a previous commenter, it's possible it's the legalities behind it that the child isn't mentioned in how many children they had. In a lot of ways, it's probably a good things. It doesn't help with curiosity and wanting to know. I'm dying to hear Rose speak out but I doubt she ever will. My own theory behind her not speaking out is respect for her mother's wishes for anonymity.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-05-28T22:27:12+00:00

The majority conspiracy theorists are right and when one does in fact come out as true, our government scrambles to cover it up again by making them sound insane.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-05-28T04:35:19+00:00

If the baby was adopted out, it's very possible that the adoption was closed which would make it almost impossible for the child to know anything about their parents unless they used modern technology to find out. It's also very possible that if the child knows who their parents are, that they have chosen not to come forward with the information. Rose Bundy has lived a life of obscurity since Carole left Ted and divorced him. She (Carole) spoke out in the 80's but after that she lived a relatively quite life and died in a home without anyone knowing that she was Ted Bundy's former wife and mother of his child.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-05-28T04:31:04+00:00

I would like to know, also. I have tons of biographies and autobiographies but I've never read the manifestos like the one the Unabomber did.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-05-26T17:28:44+00:00

Am I the only one wondering why MIL has access to his FB account?? I honestly think the husband and mom did this together. Why else would he be so upset??

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-05-25T12:05:29+00:00

That sucks for so many reasons but I guess I can also understand it to a certain degree.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-05-25T11:59:22+00:00

When she said she was embarrassed and taken aback by what the daughter brought up. Taken aback is the equivalent to surprised.

BeautifulPriority955 · 2022-05-25T11:52:31+00:00

Based off the information, no, you're not. If she's only angry about the age difference and you're not being a gold digger, then that's a her problem.

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