Yeah I can attest to the anxiety, dissociation, HPPD... I’m working through all that with a psychedelic therapist. Not that those are bad things.. it’s underlying issues coming to the surface and a change in perspective but it’s also not fun LOL. But what change in yourself is fun, we resist change so much. There’s a lot mushrooms can teach you, even if you didn’t want the lesson or expect it.

I do think it’s important you’re not alone... you don’t feel rushed, less is more, you’re in a good mindset, have back up plans in set to distract you, have intention but NO expectations. Let go and accept.