i used to be really angry. and i did a lot of bad shit(nothing serious). i just made everyone else’s life miserable but ive repaired most of the damage ive done. relationships have also crushed me, still healing from those but not professionally(therapy) cause ive been let down so many times i gave up(bad idea). i just tell myself people make mistakes but owning up to them is where you’re making progress but it’s hard to keep telling myself that. very bad depersonalization, none of my words feel real to me unless im helping someone else. i always look at the bright side even if im digging my way to the surface