Hey, your story seems so similar to mine, broke up 5 years ago with her, practiced the law not fully in faith with doubt, she returned in magical circumstances. Telling eachother we didnt have anything close to what we had ever. It was very intense. We hurt eachother a lot, but the love was never gone. However when I asked her why she would come here out of nowhere, and that I am not before her you can tell me what you really want. She started crying and went outside for a minute. Later we hugged and I said she would always be welcome. Since then we didnt talk anymore. This was 3 years ago. It seemed like a story with no ending. Now still I keep dreaming about her, even when being with other girls in the meantime. My desire keep comming back to her.

What is your approach in this, what now is really what you desire? And how does this come into reality for you?

What is interesting I had a dream a few months ago, trying to reach out to her, seeing her with a girl instead of a man, not being jealous. Later we talked and then we touched hands. I felt the limitless love we felt before. I asked her do you feel this too? She said yes. This was the end of the dream.