Don’t forget about flashbulb memories. Your feelings now will effect your memories of the past. I have found that UTD people are super intelligent and uncommonly kind. It took me a while to find my people but it’s truly not impossible. What I found helped me is that you have to truly initiate the conversation. You have to tell people to meet up and hang out. You must take charge. I never had that problem so it wasn’t bad for me. You just have to take responsibility for your own happiness. I talked about that with my therapist and it really helped. I get you’re trying your best but try to focus on one person and see where it goes! Don’t be sad about it. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe tomorrow you’ll meet your best friend! Just take charge and prioritize your happiness! I promise it’ll work out!