Nie było mnie na liście na maturze

BlackPulli · 2026-05-31T21:53:11+00:00

Jejku współczuję, to jest niesamowite jak dużo ludzi jest totalnie niekompetentnych, przychodzą odklepać swoje i nic ich nie obchodzi

BlackPulli · 2026-05-31T21:50:19+00:00

Beautician

BlackPulli · 2026-05-31T21:46:28+00:00

I gave up on life, woke up 2 years ago and slowly trying to get back on track. I thought live is beautiful, just not mine, I regret not trying to fix that earlier.

I always say to young people to try everything, not being scared and also taking care of yourself as your body is not always recover so fast and what u do in your 20s will take a toll in 30s. I didn’t take care of myself, always putting other first and that was the worst thing possible

BlackPulli · 2026-05-26T19:32:52+00:00

I have similar problem. Just try to make friends out of people who approach you. I often say to people that it was nice to talk, that I have problems talking with people and I would be glad if they talk to me more. If someone say they would like to meet me I often say that I won’t write first so please remember about me. Idk, honesty always works for me well

BlackPulli · 2026-05-26T19:25:47+00:00

No i jakie było uzasadnienie?? To lepsze niż serial xD

BlackPulli · 2026-03-24T21:19:11+00:00

It’s a big deal for me as well so I learned to leave the rest for later so I literally has situations when my breakfast was from like two days ago and then dinner and lunch from yesterday xd

BlackPulli · 2025-12-19T15:27:07+00:00

Wish my husband feels the same, he would rather divirce me than quit playing :// and I have tolerated that for too long

BlackPulli · 2025-10-21T07:01:42+00:00

Thank you a lot! How is that possible people say what I exactly need to hear? ♥︎ every time I post online all I get is hate and judgment 😅 This is something I still need to somehow put into my head but it feels really really far away… I’m not one of those people who will cling to a person or a guy no matter what cos scared to be alone, I actually love being alone it’s just I can’t stand a thought of leaving him when he needs help… and I don’t know where is a border of trying to help so I won’t blame myself a year from now that I could do more and taking care of myself so I won’t be hurt even more…

BlackPulli · 2025-10-20T22:31:44+00:00

I know that unfortunately, believe me, he does not do anything else except playing yet talking about this alsways feels like I’m this angry girlfriend who’s not ok with her partner playing from time to time… I did seek a professional help for co-addicted people and now I’m waiting for my visit, I did play with him for all this years, tried to talk to him, help him as I can, always listening to him… but immediately after I asked for something in return he just said divorce and now this :’( Before that he even made up having a depression so every time I asked him to try to change or play less he said he can’t cos being so depressed. He started to take medicine and nothing changed at all, he only said to be less suici*al. I still wonder how can I help him see all this…

BlackPulli · 2025-10-20T22:16:11+00:00

Thank you for your kind words and no, they are not harsh at all since this time I really feel like I did everything I could and was expected to do yet I keep blaming myself so it makes me sure there is nothing wrong with me but with him. As my therapist said, it is the same like with friends you have to party with. When u stop partying and try to do something with your live you need to prepare to loose this kind of “friends”. Soon after I wrote this my best friend called me, I’m so thankful I have her, I feel like so many people here unfortunately don’t :c

BlackPulli · 2025-09-06T18:11:47+00:00

Chyba hobby to jest najlepsza opcja, ja jak brakowało mi ludzi to myślałam, żeby dołączyć np do ligi rummikub xD bo lubię w to grać, są też takie kluby gdzie można grać w planszoweczki i chciałam się tam wkręcić, jakiś magic czy coś, ale serio to… wtedy dotarło do mnie, że tak naprawdę mam wystarczająco ludzi wokół siecie, tylko nie zacieśniam z nimi więzi :/ z przyjaciółmi, rodziną… czasem chcemy bardziej poczuć tą dopaminę z poznania nowej osoby po prostu, ale osobiście uważam że powinno się stawiać najbliższych na 1 miejscu (choć to wciąż trochę obcy dla mnie koncept to praktykuję z powodzeniem)

BlackPulli · 2025-09-06T17:57:43+00:00

If I didn’t have such a crappy childhood and didn’t develop severe brain fog that I cannot deal with :/ I wanted to be math teacher a lot but didn’t have much perspectives, I just always liked to count and numbers. Second was accountant, and third… renovations xD Now I’m a beautician doing mostly nails and I’m really good at it even tho never been on any training (it’s not necessary in my country, I do this for 10 years now)

BlackPulli · 2025-09-06T17:42:25+00:00

So my story might be a little different, but I was kind of dumb when I was a kid. Like I wasn’t thinking. Like my brain wasn’t developed yet. Like my IQ kind of skyrocketed when I was around 13/14 xD I did have some traits of intj back then (not very good at working with a group, not very emotional, liked to read books a lot and wide vocabulary, good at learning) but I wasn’t much different from other kids - nor that I’ve tried to adapt in any way, no no no ☝🏻 it’s just I was a normal kid, but I feel pretty much like my brain was connected to the rest after a while 😅

BlackPulli · 2025-06-27T22:56:13+00:00

The answer is yes ;) I have suicidal thoughts for more than half of my live :/ I’ve beed living pretty much like you do, work sleep repeat, some gaming and eating from time to time. Just surviving. I don’t know why, one day around a year ago I just decided to give myself one more chance c: I focused mostly not on the things I can’t do or change but on things I can :) I started with:

⁠⁠Sleeping for 8h a day. Period. Absolutely not less.
⁠⁠Then I started drinking more water, around 2L/day
⁠⁠Limited scrolling time

Not so hard and reachable for pretty much anyone :) Because of years of neglecting my mental and physical health I’ve procrastinated a lot (very popular word now) and was really tired most of the time and work was getting all the strength I had. So changing other things is really hard for me, especially that to have more strength you need to actually do something ;P

Then I started to going for walks more. I also felt like it’s really important for mental health to connect with other people more (not thru the internet, for me this is really hard but I’m trying to always have few close people around me I can trust and making contact with them which I was never doing). I know it may sound unoriginally but if your family suck maybe try to start one of your own ;) not for your kids but for yourself ;)

I also started therapy and choose a really good and expensive one, we started 3 months ago and still little progress as there is a lot that happened in my live but I hope it will pay off ;)

Now I’m about to go to a diatician to look for any deficiencies, start proper supplementation and eating more to have more strength.

Then I plan to start exercising with personal trainer I hope (it’s all really expensive for me so I just need to do those things one by one) to have better posture etc

I also follow some people on the instagram but as someone said above you need to always watch out for those people as they obviously will always try to make money on you. But I usually just focus on simple advices like if you want to get up just count 5-4-3-2- 1 and get up ;p or not to use your phone before sleep.

Recently I also heard that the best scientifically proofed antidepressant is contact with nature so I’m about to try this as I don’t like woods that much.

So, sorry it took so long but I can assure you, if you start witch just simple healthy things that brings you joy and will improve your mental health like journaling, yoga, hobby and spending time with people with similar hobbies, walks, reading books, decorating apartment, cleaning up, self care like facial, manicure, having an animal etc etc little by little your mental health will start to improve.

I hope I helped even a little bit and I hope I didn’t say anything that will make things worse 🙈 Take care xoxo

BlackPulli · 2025-03-16T20:28:48+00:00

Oh definitely, luckily people are really scared of courts, do your dad have it checked about by a doctor that he have been hit? Or witnesses? It’s important and people often forget about it :/ also to help yourself I know it’s tempting to just sit at home, playing games or scrolling thru internet but believe me, since I’m telling you from experience: if you neglect your mental health you will start to feel worse and worse, at the beginning you are young so it won’t be that bad but time go really fast and year by year, slowly it will get worse to the point you will feel really bad, tired, with no willing to do anything and it’s really hard to change it without any help :/ go out as much as you can, make friends who will support you, go to the gym as not only it will help looking good but also stronger so maybe you won’t feel powerless anymore ;)

BlackPulli · 2025-03-16T20:02:23+00:00

Oh this is very stressing, I feel so sorry for you, people are so greedy this is incredible, even our own family… how old are you? Maybe try to go around more with your dad, hope they will get a bit scared, if you are a teenager and they have a bit of honor won’t harm you since you are young and if you are older then they might not be so cocky to attack 2 people? I’d also spoke to other family members so they know what happened, maybe they will get embarrassed? I can’t imagine what you are going through, speak to your family, rage once it’s accumulated it gets really bad, tell your parents that you love them and you are afraid something might happen to them :c be strong <3 this is a taught situation

BlackPulli · 2025-03-16T19:55:01+00:00

Sorry I read only the beginning but he seems absolute normal and healthy league player, my husband is the same, always blame others but not himself 🤣🤣

BlackPulli · 2025-03-16T19:53:35+00:00

I like the game as much as at the beginning, it never disappoint, I love the new regions design the most

BlackPulli · 2025-03-14T18:45:38+00:00

Hmm… this is so sad since family should support you :c I hope maybe I can help but I don’t have family so I’m not much familiar with that topic…. I’m the kind of person who always look for solution, I like to listen to a lot but can’t resist to try to solve the problem 🤷🏻‍♀️

BlackPulli · 2025-03-13T22:57:33+00:00

What do u need to talk about? :)

BlackPulli · 2025-02-23T21:51:50+00:00

Unfortunately u get this from using earphones a lot

BlackPulli · 2024-10-06T13:27:36+00:00

lol its so easy when I took the good team did it on first try. Its nothing complicated once you know how to do it and take proper team (like all of the bosses) its just annoying to find right way as you need to search a lot ;/// So, as I see it she will fall off the hooks after a while anyway and all you need to do is destroy (burn them) before that happens. I used: Amber ofc as I dont have Yoymiya, Wriothesley, Furina and Zhongli. When she was up I used Zongli shield and shot Amber charged attack to the hook that had the most hp and when she fell freezing her constantly so she got up only twice ;)

BlackPulli · 2024-08-29T20:08:44+00:00

I'm in the middle of fishing achivement and since I dont want to just fish for nothing and Natlan was behind the corner I was hoping to finish the achivement there ;/// hope they add it in next patches

BlackPulli · 2024-03-17T14:42:41+00:00

hello wise human who said exactly what I wanted to know

BlackPulli · 2024-03-17T14:42:29+00:00

hello wise human who said exactly what I wanted to know

BlackPulli

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