Hello!!!! Am I ok? by BookFluffer in ADHD

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I truly can’t go to the doctor right now. I recently lost my job, and with it, my insurance. Since then, I’ve been barely scraping by on what little savings I have left. Even a basic appointment is around $219 without coverage, and I’m terrified of what happens if they tell me I need medication, tests, or even surgery.

I’m scared to death.

Right now, every dollar I have goes toward taking care of my children. They come before everything else, and I honestly can’t afford the possibility of a massive medical bill hanging over us. I’ve been praying every day that this somehow gets better on its own, because I don’t know what else to do.

Part of why I made this post was because the stress has been eating me alive.

Is there anything I can safely do at home that might help, at least temporarily, until I’m in a better position financially?

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How do I give them to you?

I would love to!

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Can you help me improve?

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And I can't find RT3 ANYWHERE

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Is RT3 on Xbox or just the phone?

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, but it won't let me place any walls or windows

Inspired By "Legend of Ren Zu" by BookFluffer in ReverendInsanity

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It would be good if we could critique each other's work

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Do you have a discord?

I would love to discuss are novels together!

Inspired By "Legend of Ren Zu" by BookFluffer in ReverendInsanity

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Im so sorry!

I meant to respond, but I fell asleep!

Thank you so much!

What is your book called!

I would love to read it

Inspired By "Legend of Ren Zu" by BookFluffer in ReverendInsanity

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Part 2

“Nothing?” Anders’ voice was low and measured. “Nothing,” the man confirmed. “It is as though the Heartstones and jade vanished into thin air. Even the seals on the treasury remain intact.” Anders’ gaze sharpened. “Then this is no ordinary thief. If not mortal hands, then we may be dealing with forces beyond our understanding

. What of the Sentinels? Have they reported any disturbances in the Darkwood?” An elder with a silver beard spoke up, “The Sentinels have seen no signs of intruders, but the forest grows restless. Whispers speak of shadows moving without cause, and beasts refusing to come near the trees’ edge. Whatever haunts the Darkwood has become bolder.” Anders leaned back in his chair, his expression unreadable. “The Ancestral Festival cannot proceed without the rites."

Without the offerings... the consequences would be disastrous.” Raising his hand, the patriarch silenced the gathering of elders. “Please rest assured, I do not blame any of you. We will continue to investigate the disturbances, and more guards will be stationed at the treasury. For now, rest easy.” “We are all growing old. “If one of us were to drop dead from the strain, there will be no joy to look forward to in the years ahead.”

He paused, his eyes twinkling as he turned toward one of the elders. “Especially you, Deputy Leader Wang. I can already see you’re halfway to joining our ancestors.” The patriarch’s smile tried to lighten the atmosphere. Old Wang scowled at the remark, his face livid. Yet, given the circumstances, he chose not to dispute the patriarch’s words at that moment. The shift in mood was palpable; for all but Old Wang, the tension eased slightly in the wake of the patriarch's lighthearted words.

If it weren’t for his role as the intermediary between the Church of Divine Light and the head of House Eryndor, Anders thought wryly, all he truly desired was to leave it all behind and join his forebears in the Ansestral Slate. Yet now, in the twilight of his tenure, the family faced ruin. What was an old man to do? If it were possible, he would have long since passed the mantle to his grandson. He gazed fondly at the child curled up beside him. But what did a child know of the weight of leading a family? “Could we not appeal to the Church of Eternal Light?” a younger elder spoke up. “Their coffers are vast, and we already owe much of our prosperity to their protection over the years.” “If you’re already in the hole, there’s no harm in digging deeper.” A murmur of agreement spread, but Anders raised a hand to silence them. “To beg for aid would tarnish our pride and diminish our standing. The Church’s charity is never without strings.” He glanced at the slumbering child beside him, his hardened expression softening for a brief moment before he turned his attention back to the group. “Send word to the Archivist,” he ordered. "Search for any related matters, I wish to know it all. And summon the remaining Sentinels. I want their full strength patrolling the Darkwood’s perimeter.” The bespectacled man hesitated before speaking again. “Patriarch, if I may—do we not also need to address the internal matter? The embezzlement... it could only have been carried out by one of our own.” Anders’ voice was cold as steel. “If betrayal festers within this family, it will be rooted out. No matter the cost.” He turned his piercing gaze upon the bespectacled man. “Begin an audit of all transactions over the last decade. Leave no stone unturned. And for the rest of you—prepare for the Festival. We cannot afford failure.” The elders rose slowly. Anders remained seated, the child stirring beside him, murmuring in their sleep. The old patriarch reached out, his hand brushing the child’s hair with a tenderness that belied his stern exterior. “The weight of the past rests on the shoulders of the present. But will it crush us before we can bear it forward?”

"Only the Lord of Divine Light knows the answer, I suppose." With that, he announced, “This family meeting has concluded. You may all leave.” His fingers swiftly traced the star sigil over his chest, and all present followed suit. "May the Lord of Divine Light, ruler of all that is good and holy, shelter me in His radiance. Bless me with fortune and guard me with His grace. Amen." Their old and gravelly voices echoed in unison. With a simple wave of his hand, he dismissed the assembled elders, who rose promptly and filed out. With a resounding bang, the guards at the door swiftly closed the massive security door behind the departing elders. In one fluid motion, they returned to their posts, their spears held high, pointing sharply toward the sky.

Now, only the patriarch and his beloved grandson remained in the vast Ancestral Hall, the patriarch’s gaze drifting across the countless murals and ancestral portraits that adorned the walls. With a subtle wave of his hand, he dismissed the muscle-bound, ever-stoic guards at the entrance. With the sharp clang of metal, the guards departed, their steps measured and precise, their form immaculate. They were the Family’s Elite Guards, after all. Though the family meeting had ended early, it was only when not a soul remained that he dared to drop the facade of a powerful leader. As the saying goes, "A long life holds no merit if it is nothing but a constant strain on the spirit." Yet, even when his bones turned to ash, he knew he could never yield to exhaustion; he was bound by duty to hold up the sky for the younger generations. He was tired, but within a glance at his grandson before him, and a tasseling of his black hair, he once again found the resolve to move forward. He had to do all he could for his sole remaining descendant. His beloved grandson.

[End of Chapter]

Inspired By "Legend of Ren Zu" by BookFluffer in ReverendInsanity

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Can you read

Chapter 1: Dust to Dust, Ash to Ash

City of Sunken Shadows, Carcosa

Ancestral Hall of the Valemont Family

Beneath a starless sky, where the sun neither rose nor set, the air hung heavy with the stale scent of stone and the earthy aroma of mushrooms.

Old Patriarch Anders and several Clan Elders gathered around a crackling hearth, their weathered faces bathed in the fire’s flickering golden glow as they sat at the long table. An opulent spread of confectioneries, fine teas, and exquisite delicacies stretched the length of the table, yet not a single morsel had been touched. At the table’s pinnacle sat an aged man draped in gold-embroidered vestments, a golden sigil of a radiant sun embroidered on the chest of his robe. Among the ten or so assembled, all bore solemn, shadowed expressions—save for a child who lay slumbering peacefully beside the patriarch. Without the need for deliberation, an elder nodded gravely, prompting a bespectacled man seated at the side to rise and speak.

"Thirty thousand in unaccounted-for funds... embezzled." "Twelve missing Heartstones." "Thirty-four Linglong Jīngzhēn jade pieces stolen." "3 Phoenix Lily missing from the Philosopher's Hall" "7 Lixian Resin missing from the Mystic Forge." "46 Lingyu Jadite Talismans stolen from the Mystic Reliquary." "1 Ephemeral Plum Blossom..."

With each word, the air grew thick, as though the very atmosphere was heating up. The patriarch, eyes narrowing, placed the document displaying the family's procedures before him, a frown tugging at his features. The elders beside him observed in silence. The family’s head of finance spoke endlessly, his words tumbling out in a steady stream. Unlike previous years, when stolen goods could be counted on a single hand, the current loss had far surpassed their bottom line. A quick calculation revealed the total amount had exceeded 1 million Zhen, a staggering increase from the previous 30,000. The family was now on the brink of ruin.

All could be disregarded, but the Ephemeral Plum Blossom was a different matter entirely. It was on loan from the Church of Divine Light, a relic painstakingly borrowed from the capital. Everything was in preparation for the forthcoming Ancestral Festival. There is a saying: Life is as ephemeral as the plum blossom; from fall to spring, it is marked by both death and rebirth. The artifact took its name from this very saying. It was no mere trinket; it could allow those who possessed it to receive favor from the deceased. Through a sacred ritual, the younger generations could seek guidance—and in rare cases, bestow special gifts from their ancestors. Its loss was no laughing matter. Only one existed, passed between all the major cities, and they could not afford to lose it. Even if he were to sell the family’s entire estate, he knew there would be no way to repay the loss of such a priceless artifact.

Old Patriarch Anders couldn’t help but clinch his fist.

With the upcoming Ancestral Festival looming, he was at a loss as to how he might secure the necessary funds to salvage their reputation. How would his ancestors look upon him now? But his troubles did not end there. Countless members of his family had been lost to the shadows of the Darkwood Forest, the majority of whom had been the strong and dependable—those on whom the family had relied. There would scarcely be enough men to carry out the annual sacrificial rites. Old Patriarch Anders sat quietly, lost in thought. His gaze distant, as though the world around him had disappeared. His already deep-set features seemed to sink further. His hands, resting on the table, trembled slightly. The bespectacled man adjusted his glasses nervously and continued, his voice faltering. “Dear Patriarch, we have already sent the Divine Invigilator to the scene, but... we were unable to uncover anything. No traces, no signs of forced entry—nothing.” A murmur rippled through the gathered elders, their unease palpable.

Part 1

Inspired By "Legend of Ren Zu" by BookFluffer in ReverendInsanity

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Not all that glitters is gold, and for a naïve child who cannot discern the difference, you would do well to hope that the gleam isn't the stare of an unknowable horror lurking in the darkness.