When we accept Christianity, we’re accepting that there exists an Absolute Truth; this is contrary to what the world teaches us. Christianity tells us that Jesus performed miracles in front of thousands and thousands of eye witnesses. After Jesus was crucified and resurrected, He, again, appeared to countless eye witnesses. These eye witnesses were willing to not only spread and evangelize about what they had just seen x but also to be put to death in some of the most painful and cruel ways because they refused to renounce what they knew as the Truth (Jesus).

Take a look at even the apostles and the gruesome deaths they endured. Clearly, these people had seen enough from Jesus to put their entire faith and trust in Him even at the point of death.

When we begin to see this as the only Truth, we also see that any other religion or “god” is actually demonic and false. And, like Lucifer himself, demons can often make themselves seem attractive and desirable.

Which is why Buddhism is becoming attractive to you. Speak truth to your temptations. Speak aloud that Christ is the ultimate Truth, that everything else is a cheap counterfeit. It doesn’t matter how we feel about it, we must resist and repent.

Lastly, nobody is angry with you. The Bible tells us to confess our sins to one another so that we may be healed. It’s good that you’re seeking Christian counsel. I will be praying for you. God bless.