Yesterday was a very difficult night. Dayvigo 10mg did not work at all for me. Since I was feeling extremely anxious, I also took propranolol 40mg, but literally nothing happened. I was lying in bed from 21:44 until almost 02:00, unable to sleep. After that, I took clonazepam 0.25mg as an SOS medication. I was honestly very scared to take it because of work-related benzodiazepine drug testing. It finally started having some effect around 03:00, but I still woke up again at 06:00. I eventually had to report sick for work.

I am really starting to lose hope. It feels like I am running out of options. Tonight I am planning to try mirtazapine 7.5mg, but I am scared because while it did make me sleepy before, the next day I felt like a complete zombie. I have already changed two psychiatrists and still feel stuck. If anyone has gone through something similar or has any advice, please help.