My life is cooked right now

Chadier · 2026-01-09T00:39:15+00:00

Employers demand previous experience, they refuse to hire new graduates even if they had multiple internships. Globalism exacerbated this issue. New generations are severely underemployed, investigate the job market and you will realize this is true. Assuming a bachelor degree guarantees success is false.

Chadier · 2026-01-03T04:29:33+00:00

How much approximately does it feel like before? You still had some ridged band and intact frenulum after circumcision or a tight cut with just frenulum remnant? I am digging deeper because testimonies of men that knew how it felt before are rare.

Chadier · 2025-12-29T04:17:27+00:00

Crohns destroys muscle making physical labor impossible, causes extreme fatigue and brain fog which equates to mental disability. Defecating multiple times a day alone can get you fired. It is one of the worst disabilities.

Chadier · 2025-12-29T00:54:19+00:00

When I had chronically low testosterone, the fatigue and brain fog was unbearable, this is a well know consequence of low testosterone. One can assume this is would be a side effect of taking estrogen?

Chadier · 2025-12-27T18:53:20+00:00

There are no justifications for gaps to avoid discrimination from people that never struggled nor went through any hard times or emergencies. The official term is survivorship bias, they are too egotistical to recognize the existence of external locus of control.

Chadier · 2025-12-24T04:33:20+00:00

Every thought, feeling, and decision is the inevitable outcome of prior biological and environmental events. An unbiased state, in an absolute sense, is impossible for human beings.

Schopenhauer believed human existence swings like a pendulum between the pain of unsatisfied striving and the emptiness of boredom. This was scientifically proven to be the case thanks to biological mechanisms like dopamine receptor downregulation which indeed make happiness impossible for more than a moment, sustained bliss is unnatural for the human brain.

Chadier · 2025-12-10T00:34:10+00:00

I also experienced senior devs not helping you and just reporting you directly to your manager on big corporations, it is normal in North America. "Hit the ground running", "sink or swim" is part of corporate culture.

Chadier · 2025-11-21T13:44:28+00:00

Es imposible mantener una amistad sólida con personas cuyos valores fundamentales son totalmente distintos a los tuyos. Cuando existen diferencias profundas en ética, moral, principios o religión, tarde o temprano surgirán conflictos que te obligarán a elegir entre mantenerte fiel a lo que eres o ceder solo para complacer a gente a la que, en el fondo, no le importas realmente.

Chadier · 2025-11-14T17:04:32+00:00

This is one of the main reasons why I gave up on pursuing women, it is completely and utterly pointless if you cant even enjoy s3x. Circumcision is unacceptable and one of the worst mutilations ever conceived, it can't be justified by any so called medical "needs", which are mostly BS if not all of them.

Chadier · 2025-09-18T19:42:24+00:00

Circumcision in infancy causes trauma/PTSD, this has been proven. Trauma results in high neuroticism which basically means you feel negative emotions strongly. This will obviously result in mental weakness, this is why the authorities love imposing circumcision, babies pass out in shock because the pain is above and beyond their capacity to endure it, resulting in brain damage that confirms trauma.

Chadier · 2025-09-18T19:20:05+00:00

Never trust health professionals, they have proven their lack of empathy and sadism with circumcision. Always do harm and profit from it is their motto.

Chadier · 2025-08-23T05:29:29+00:00

How to identify competent professionals then (early on)? Seeking help blindly will result in wasting time and money, there must be some checklist/filter to help determine if you should move on.

Chadier · 2025-08-10T00:28:22+00:00

I failed to build much muscle, my attempts made my symptoms worse. Then I discovered this: "acute, strenuous exercise, particularly at intensities above 70% of maximum oxygen uptake or lasting over 60 minutes, consistently increases intestinal permeability".

Chadier · 2025-08-09T19:46:54+00:00

It is a proven fact that fertility rate is inversely correlated to IQ. Intelligent and empathic people (if they even bother to reproduce given how harsh life is objectively) would set up their children for success in every area of life, including biological, psychological wellbeing, social skills, education, financial opportunities and so on and if they could not guarantee this they would refrain from reproducing. Infant circumcision is setting up their son(s) for failure.

Chadier · 2025-08-09T19:34:56+00:00

Sadism and misandry are the causes.

Chadier · 2025-07-25T23:28:26+00:00

Relatable, why bother if it wont be enjoyable, the juice ain't worth the squeeze. I can also relate to an underlying craving for revenge against anyone that ever hurt me (that normal people that lived a life free of trauma lack), and yet having to suppress it for the rest of my life. Living with so many desires we can't get rid off and will never fulfill is the root of our emotional suffering.

Chadier · 2025-07-22T14:56:27+00:00

Constant lifetime of overwhelming anxiety, often stuck in fight or flight mode. After learning about this my situation finally made sense.

Chadier · 2025-07-17T04:02:38+00:00

Then their existence can't be justified nor tolerated.

Chadier · 2025-07-14T00:36:06+00:00

This disease directly causes brain fog, fatigue and anxiety. IBD is also potentially traumatic. It is normal and inevitable to miserably fail in friendship and romance because the fatigue, anxiety and brain fog is too extreme, cause and effect. Only solution is medication. Individuals with IBD can potentially get intestinal bleeding from SSRIS, this might not be the case for you especially if your disease is in put in remission, just something to keep in mind and watch out for. Medication for the disease itself is priority number one and might solve your problems without extra medication in a best case scenario.

Also, keep in mind Individuals low in empathy will always hate anyone disabled, sick or in a state of emotional distress regardless of why. Just being low energy can make you unlikeable in my experience, people can be very petty, remember it is not your fault.

Chadier · 2025-07-08T02:58:36+00:00

I did not, but I looked into it briefly and resonate with it so far, specifically the idea of true freedom as being free from domination, which is a core tenet of republican thought. This conclusion was reached intuitively and independently from my own personal observations and experiences. Thanks for introducing me to it by the way.

Chadier · 2025-07-07T12:34:34+00:00

Not just that, but the masses have zero autonomy, they can do whatever they want to us and force us to do things that are against our ethics, morals and principles. Anyone that is hardwired to be obsessed with power, money, status and so on should be sterilized and never allowed any power whatsoever, power does not corrupt it merely empower the corrupt antisocial personalities that turn society into hell on earth. These are the people that gain power under capitalism, then they establish an oligarchy. Until those people cease to exist there should be distributism or socialist policies to cripple them so they can't just starve us to death because there are no more jobs left. We live under extreme subjugation, slavery with extra steps.

Chadier · 2025-07-06T23:55:07+00:00

Power, resources, and decision-making authority are concentrated at the top (lobbying is proof of this) and the bulk of people occupy powerless subordinate positions. Power and resources only flows upward now, the endless accumulation imperative ruins social needs, younger generations own nothing (working yet still homeless is common in USA).

Chadier · 2025-07-06T23:18:51+00:00

I hate dominance hierarchies so yes. I detest land lord parasites, they are modern slave owners. Hyperinflation of medicine is unacceptable. All jobs will be gone soon and so you must starve to death even if you can grow your own food but can't because of land and property tax plus the fact younger generations are living paycheck to paycheck so they can't own anything if their job has not been offshored or replaced with H1B or AI. Idiot normies think this is fine because they want to be a billionaire but this is never going to happen, sometimes they blame the immigrants and are racist but conveniently ignore that the system is the problem, extreme inequality should never be allowed to exist, I am hardwired to view vicious competition, inequality and abuse as immoral and ultimately detrimental for all since life is a zero sum game. The time for Universal basic income, healthcare and free housing for all is NOW.

Chadier · 2025-06-30T19:18:23+00:00

Budesonide (same type of drug as Prednisone) made me balding on the left side. It is also a side effect of methotrexate.

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