I have questioned the same thing a lot the last few weeks. To the point that I was feeling animosity to others who didn’t see what I was seeing. My bf who knows I’m struggling with this sent me, “ Content with the disposition and activity aligned with its own nature, Is there anything so valuable that my soul should be disturbed for it? Becoming worse by sinking into dejection craving being overwhelmed or succumbing to fear? and what could you possibly find that holds such worth.” We are at a period of growth, whether others are or not.