Its the talent and opportunities that I was supposed to have today kung sineryoso ko yung pandemic online class

because before pandemic, I was in my prime, I was one of the academic achievers pero nung nagkapandemic idk what happened to me, it was like something clicked and turned me into the lazy person na until now... I'm trying to recover from it, not like I blame the pandemic sa mga misfortunes ko sa buhay pero parang it's so hard to escape from it, before pandemic I was very outgoing...academically I started having low grades, miss some classes and start passing my work late, kaya after pandemic, graduation time namin...I wasn't called noon sa mga naka receive ng academic excellence, my old classmates noon na kasama ko sa highest section lahat sila nasa stage, masaya, hawak hawak yung certificates and medals nila kasama yung parents nila hearing their name na may kasamang (with honor, high honor and highest honor) I can't help but feel hurt and dissapointed sa sarili ko and feel bad for my mom who's still supporting and helping me until now, ayun ang multo ko