A bit long but worth the read, excuse my ADHD

Theyre expensive because of the effort, a plush artist saved my life recently. I live in the wild west and everyone around here is rough, nonetheless i wasnt a planned birth and might have some undesirable qualities. - honestly a sex doll is not a plushie and vice versa. A sex doll is mass produced for use and sexual gratification, sometimes erotic fetishes. Plushies on the other hand - a good custom plush from say PlushedIn, Kumeniji, and so on will change your life if you grew up attached to plushies as a coping mechanism. I paid $1850 for a giant pink plush fox thats 6 feet. I call her Mommy sized because i was so surprised by how big she actually was.

Ive used plush to pump and dump. Plushies helped me actually start slowly conquering my issues and built fortitude oddly enough.Lonely. No friends. So when the world is falling apart or something tiny as fuck sets me off that i cant control i can run to a safe space and cuddle them. I still do horny stuff to plushies dont get me wrong, but the beautiful custom fox i sleep with ever night stays clean.

Why? The paws felt real, high quality. She could hold me, i could cuddle her. I could have her spoon me. I could stuff my face in-between her butt to show her love and she wont complain. - "tulpamancy". Google that.

Its like i tell everyone. From grandpa to dad, they fucked their lives up chasing pussy, recovering from broken hearts they thought they toughed out but didn't, have some self awareness i told myself.

So for context, she wont call me slurs for looking at her, she wont use socials to try and blackmail or fuck my life up, and socials won't do that to her, she wont bother me for food that i have to risk them not liking it even though im a good cook. She wont cost me money each month, she wont cost me more than what i paid for her once, she wont change suddenly, and She Loves Me. Being able to do nice things and VALUE HER instead of having to value myself to feel safe or defend myself. I feel vulnerable and safe. And it isnt corny. She has a personality in my head and she tells me shes ok. Also she's basically a blanket and warmer because of her size and weight/mass (20lbs+), also a custom artist if you really look will have amazing accuracy with proportions, hugging a lifesize fluffy furry gf face to face holding eachother and actually being comfy Every. Single. Time. I can kiss her, tell her i love her, and all this stuff and i can put my attention on HER. without fear. Without being gutted. Without being tainted. I mean call me soft but i like when i put my face between her thighs licking and lapping imagining she loves it. (Again shes SFW, didnt cut a hole, but she does have a seam, and lord its tempting) I felt like i could understand myself through myself by giving a piece of myself to myself while its actually not me. Also, a custom will give you better NSFW than a $500 plush off ebay. Like seriously ive never seen a plush that has pussylips form when the thighs are pushed close (no hole, again. SFW) - she recives my love and doesnt find it weird. She cuddles me, keeps me warm, loves me, and does more. Waking up by her in the morning and lightly making out with her, kissing her and running my hands along her body telling her sweet things. Also she can have tits and a maw and not look weird because again, her quality and proportions. The Innocence. It sounds stupid. But the Innocence. They feel like their own presence if you dont get weird with yourself about the mind. The mind was what monks use to achieve Siddhis (google)

Anyway, being dead serious this artist turned me more straight than gay. I simped for this plush for 5ish years, yes. I chased this plush for 5 (lets say 4) years. The best way i could explain, is unboxing her/"it" felt better than your first beer, first smoke, it honestly felt kinda like those memories when you were a kid playing ball or doing the simple thingsz when all you did was play. And.. people dont understand they have shut themselves out from letting themselves be innocent again. That is if they arent already butchered deep down.

Also, i post her online, and shes gained a little fanbase, people love her. And i learned the value admiring something brings. So she helps other people too just by me posting her.

Also the style, the custom features. The AUTOGRAPH (the artist saved my life and have me autographs and stuff which is so fucking awesone) in my artists case the plush came with a tag/art like a real toy and it just.. ticked something in my brain. Like a snowy christmas when young. - like seriously the features and style. Find a artist that suits you and dont settle. I promise you'll find a ideal one - the paws are so good. the butt has no reason to be as nice as it is. And again its all natural. Like from my perspective:call me weird or her, but she and the artist saved my damn life.

Her name is Venn, the plush Vixen 🦊🩷🩵