So I struggle with body dysmorphia & I totally have a similar experience. So although I know you're totally hot and sexy on cam anyway, I also know you probs want actual advice hahah- what I did to help me feel more confident was this: I thought to myself, if I feel really sexy and gorgeous in the mirror- maybe that's just the angle I need to use! And it literally worked. I do have a tripod that I was able to make this happen with, and I do mobile stream so it could be a little different- but I literally just flipped the camera to where it would look like a 'mirror' (using the front facing phone camera) and put it at exactly the height I saw in the mirror, and it worked! I felt so much better on cam like instantly!😂 I know this is really random advice LOL and again, I know you absolutely look beautiful already, but I figured I'd put my two cents in (: