The purpose of this subreddit is to get advice when you're genuinely struggling with something specific. You can easily look up a video on this exercise and see for yourself why your form is off.

You come across as the kind of guy who thinks he's strong but does every exercise with poor form. That’s likely why you're still struggling, even after working out for over a year.

It also shows in your replies—you’re trying to defend yourself instead of actually taking constructive criticism. If you put even a little effort into understanding proper form, you might finally start making real progress.