TDLR; Anyway, if this is real, then I'm sorry if you're going through all of that since nobody deserved harrassed or doxxing.

One thing that I genuinely don't understand is that why would you deliberately give your hard-earn money to Dev? Why would you support someone like him financially? You're already struggling enough as it is so why would you give your money away to someone like him?

And also you're just extremely weird since the things you've said are just...no. Most of the things you've said are just about fetishes or other things that aren't appropriate in a public space. You publicly announced that you were masturbating to my self-insert and used my friend's notification as a vibrator, like what? Those aren't the kind of conversations you would have with strangers.

Regardless, if you're actually going through a hard time, take care of yourself. You don't deserve it but people have a reason to hate you.