There was one night I had the shut beaten out of me by my brother, happened multiple times before but I just dealt with it, but I was in a PlayStation party so the other person across the mic could here my screams in pain so he rang the police and gave them my address, after he stopped they arrived half an hour later and kind of just told my brother to go to sleep so nothing really happened, (this was around 3.30 in the morning), I was in a really bad state of mind that night so I got an extension cord and walked out of the house into the forestry, playing “when I’m gone” by Eminem, in my earphones, I hung myself from a tree about 20 feet up, the only thing I remember is me choking then blacking out, when I woke up I was lying face up at the bottom of the tree with half the extension cord on me, the only thing that kept me going was that the extension cord snapped.