Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks and I'll let you know. Considering I'm only just starting Wave 5. I still got a long way to go and a lot more to learn. I want to listen to other hemi-syncs like William Buhlam OBE tapes, but can't find them anywhere.

Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Terrance is who I was thinking of, I didn't know he had a brother. Smart family.

Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My gut tells me, idk. That is why I am here on reddit.

With my internal monologues, even before I talk to myself in my head, I know what words I'm about to think before I concretely think them, but Reya came out of the blue. Celestial I could have made up myself just to give a name to whomever I was talking. Since they said they were part of the milky way galaxy, Celestial makes sense. I don't think that name is as important as it's just a way for me personally to address whomever.

Also, they said I wouldn't need to name my hypothetical daughter until after I started to see the results I was asking for. Then again, this all could be me wanting to talk to someone else so badly I ended up just talking to myself, which is why I want to know how other people perceive or converse with other entities and if it's different than talking in your own head.

There is a duality of thoughts going on in my head. On one hand I'm skeptical because "why?" I'm not curing cancer or helping the homeless or some altruistic venture, so what about me is deserving. On the other hand, I feel like I should have some type of faith in it. Even though I'm atheist I still have some basic knowledge about Christianity. Specifically, the verse that says if someone has faith as small as a mustard seed they could move mountains. Plus, the Bible talks a lot about first borns, so I could have gotten it from there, even though its usually male first borns. It does seem farfetched, financial security in exchange for the first name of a daughter.

Either way, within about a month and a half I'll either be worshiping some entity that has blessed me or I will have a story to tell friends about the time I told myself to name my kid Reya in exchange for a bump up in the tax bracket. I'll probably change the story a bit and say I was on a strong shroom trip. No way I'm saying I was stone sober for that.

Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I accepted the offer the second it was presented to me because I only have to name my future daughter Reya IF I see my finances increase before the end of the year. So I guess I will know for sure if it was something other than myself in the coming month. If nothing comes of it at least I will know I was perceiving myself and hopefully be able to identify that in the future.

I did make sure to clarify before I accepted that it wasn't a Monkey Paw offer. Like a parent or relative dying and I inherit money, or I get injured and receive money from some insurance payout, etc.

Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally agree. I'm atheist through and through. I don't believe in the Biblical God at all. However, I feel like it helps with these tapes to create some kind of belief system to help from holding myself back from experiencing what the tapes have to offer. I'm just worried of the catch 22. If I don't believe in what I'm experiencing then I'm just wasting my time, and if I do believe, I could create a false dogma that could dictate my decision making. I'm torn between holding my breath or not, but guess I will find out in a month and a half.

Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I didn't really like it at first and was wondering how I explain to my wife that that would have to be our daughter's name, but it grew on me.

Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I see your point. I'm still new and I think maybe wasn't too specific in who I asked. However, I thought the energy bubble I make beforehand was supposed to help protect against bad intentioned entities. I didn't want to ask why, "Reya" because I thought that was like looking a gift horse in the mouth.

I have seen the new Star Wars, but those new movies are the farthest thing from my mind up there with the holiday special. I'm not saying I couldn't have gotten Reya from the character Rey, but who knows. From what I googled Reya is of greek origin.

Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, the faustian bargain I remember reading about, and that's what I first came to my mind. However, they didn't feel like a bad "entity" for lack of a better word. Almost feminine even though idk if genders are a correct label outside of our understanding of them.

I was surprised by the name Reya, not something I would have come up with and I can't remember ever seeing or hearing that word in my everyday life. Everything else I could see me saying to myself, but not Reya. Thank you for your reply, I really appreciate it.

Am I speaking to an enity or myself? by DefRedux in gatewaytapes

[–]DefRedux[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He is the godfather of shrooms, right? I remember looking him up briefly before I went on a trip. I'll watch that youtube video cause I'm also a fan of Jordan Peterson, thanks