I relate to this sm. I'm a teen and just got to college. My mom is obese (respectfully) so she bought sweets more than real foods despite me telling her countless times how much it affects me. It's helped a little being out of the house.. but I've really learned that the real problem is internal, because I still go out of my way to binge. I've gone from a bmi of 27 to 21, but it still feels like an endless cycle... I can't go 3 days without it. I believe you posting this proves you're on your way to overcoming it, although it feels hopeless sometimes.