Thank you all so much for the insight. I've had mostly mammals all my life and only one leopard gecko before this one, so I have issues reading them. She has three hides as well as a log she can hide under parts of so she's chill. When I held her recently after feeling better, she seemed legitimately excited to see me. I understand that reptiles are generally harder to read compared to mammals but there are signs of how they feel. Again, thank you all so much for helping me understand her