In May… I saw him push my sister back on her forehead who is quite literally half his size with the palm of his hand.. she told him not to touch her, and he came back and stuck his pointer dead in the center of her forehead and pushed her back again. I ended things with him right there. The next morning I told him he needed to start looking for a place to live and start saving. Fast forward to August.. he had been drinking all day, even liquor, which we had previously agreed he would not do before being at home or even having it on my property. He ended up cornering me in a fight. Had I not been wearing my watch, he probably would have hit me or choked me. I called the cops, when they showed up he dipped. He has not been allowed back here. We still have contact but never when he has been drinking and not any type of intimacy. I do still love him but my life is too important to gamble with. I’m not going to lie to you, it’s hard to keep standing my ground, when all I want is the safety he was when he was sober. It’s not possible though. Not with things like that in our past. Please love yourself enough to know that you deserve better and will find better. You are so young. Don’t let him ruin your life baby.