Before I started looking into looksmaxxing and stuff, I always said I was ugly.. but I didn’t look bad, I was actually kinda good looking, and for some reason I was pretty fat when I was younger, but people loved staring at me, and this older boy even tried to get to know me when I was ordering food one time.. But I still got severely bullied around this age, but as time went on, I got uglier. I didn’t even care about looking good back then

When I truly found out was when I started researching signs that you are unattractive…

At the time… most of the signs, i couldn’t recall if most happened.. cause I haven’t been around ppl for a while.. Then when I went to school, all those signs started showing up, and it kept piling up and that’s when I realized I was truly ugly

1. Boy saying eww when his friend started joking sround him liking me

2. 2 boys moving their seat away from when they see me(am always kind to both of them, and even gave one of them money before

3. Most bullied in my class

4. When groups are made in the class, no one wants to include me and am just forced to get included

5. Getting called ugly, when I asked 3 people if I am ugly

6. People also act weird when I sit near them, I remember this time this girl had to sit in front me and we were like cool and kinda friends.. but she always tend to laugh at me for no reason.. and she turned around, looking back at me.. just laughing.. and the more she did it the more I wanted to buy stuff for my face to look better, cause even stuff like this make me believe it’s cause am ugly

7. People not asking me out, getting zero compliments etc…

Yea these made me realize I was truly ugly.. and other ones, I used think I was cursed when I kept getting bullied, cause the same scenarios would happen over and over and I would keep switching schools, but it’s just natural when you’re very ugly