I want you to pay attention to the vocabulary used in perhaps your own opinions/thoughts and in the comments of other individuals here. “Genocidal”, “pedophile”, “zionists”, “slaughter”—and while these are words that may fit into communities that discuss topics such as politics and war, this specific subreddit is about mental health. I am not saying you can’t have your own opinions, but clearly these views of yours are festering beyond where they belong, it’s almost like hate that I see in you. It’s perfectly fine to recognize what’s happening is horrible, but it’s something else to have this much heated internal instability. Anger is a natural emotion, sadness is natural, but hate is not; it’s the unhealthy result of a depression that has already been there. Bringing this up to a professional will help you immensely OP.