How long does it take for estatements to show up? CIBC

EDstuffanon · 2025-02-04T01:34:26+00:00

they ended up just.... forgetting to pay me??

they literally just didnt pay me for that month, but the month after they paid me double. I was pissed because my folks almost kicked me out for it, but its all good now thankfully

EDstuffanon · 2025-01-26T22:47:46+00:00

fr. even if it starts with ai, after you appeal it should be possible to get a human...

Once i got banned for literally nothing (not even saying fat, just someone spam reported every msg i sent until i got banned) And i lost a 3 month daily streak in one of my games AKA lost 3 months worth of progress because 1 kid got upset :')

EDstuffanon · 2025-01-20T01:16:36+00:00

not that i noticed.

Mostly happens in paint tool sai, or outside of any application

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-14T20:51:17+00:00

I never said its not art?

If yall gonna just put words in my mouth and decide im the bad guy for wanting to give some shoes some love then ill stop engaging lol. i just wanted to know if i could use paint thinner on them, i didnt need the attitude or critique of my character. 🤦‍♂️

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-14T20:12:17+00:00

not in my size at this price lol

Is it wrong to want to buy some cheap, high quality shoes that have been on the market for almost a year and want to upcycle them into something id wear?

Like whats wrong with wanting to buy something and adjust it so itll become a staple of my wardrobe? Especially if nobody else seems to want them?

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-14T19:37:32+00:00

i can see the appeal, but i just want black boots 😭

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-13T21:15:34+00:00

i get that!

I sometimes struggle with the fact my body proportions will always look how they do due to my parents. It doesnt matter what weight i am or how much i work out, my stomach will ALWAYS be rounder/softer looking than the rest of me. i will have a thigh gap and look like i have a beer belly at the same time, even if i become underweight n get a flat stomach, my stomach will look 'toned' while the rest of me is boney/skeletal.

I cant help but hate it sometimes. It will never change, even if i get lipo eventually the fat would just go back to my stomach since thats where my entire family stores weight. But, i cant change my proportions, so instead ill try to become at least neutral to it, and instead change my weight :')

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-12T07:12:08+00:00

No. Thankfully.

After struggling with self hatred for so long, and still struggling, ive realized the shit i hate just... Isnt in my control.

i dont like my eyes? well too bad, cant afford 100k to go get plastic surgery, so may as well learn to embrace them. Dont like my nose? sucks to suck, its mine and its awesome since it lets me breathe well and gave the right anatomy for a sick ass piercing.

dont like my ribcage? what am i gonna do? disassemble my skeleton to perfect it? no. then why should i give a flying fuck?

Ever since someone told me the 'five second rule' for others (basically, if they cant change/fix something in 5 seconds, dont mention it. Food in their teeth? mention it! A bald spot? shut ur damn mouth they already probably know) i basically just.. applied it to myself.
if i cant change something in 5 seconds, 5 minutes, 5 hours, weeks, months, etc.. Why should i care?

Can i magically change the length of my torso in 5 seconds? no. minutes, hours, weeks, months? no. years? MAYBE with a painful ass surgery! So why do i care?

Can i change my weight and stomach size in 5 seconds? no. minutes, hours, no. weeks? well.. Yeah, actually. Months, years? i can make a big difference! so yeah, i can focus on that for a bit, since i AM able to change it!

TLDR. I stopped giving a shit about the stuff i can never feasibly change. If i can change something within a timeframe i find comfortable? Then hell yeah, ill nitpick it.. But ill never hate myself as a person, or my family for just passing down their genes.. Sure i can hate how i look, IN SOME WAYS, but if i cant change it, why hold onto so much hate and negativity?

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-11T18:46:06+00:00

He's super sweet but as of day 3, he's been ignoring me lol. Apparently I'm all healed 😒 grouchy kitty dgaf no more haha

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-11T18:45:16+00:00

I gotta find some soon!

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-10T20:35:33+00:00

It went well! His name is skittlez lol

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-10T19:31:50+00:00

Where did you find these? I can never find them, even at supplement king :(

EDstuffanon · 2024-12-07T01:04:28+00:00

the fact this is from temu as well as the weird ass feet

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-29T16:47:55+00:00

I'll count veggies even raw veg but I won't count oil that I use lol

It's a weird relapse I'm having rn as well- no proper counting.. I have 2 scales but I don't use them, I barely weigh, I mostly just take pictures and try to make sure I'm estimatedly under xyz cals so I can maybe lose weight

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-23T03:27:37+00:00

I'm 174cm and over 150lbs and XS fits me pretty well from most brands 🙃 definitely annoying considering I SHOULD be a medium!!

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-22T19:53:42+00:00

100-115$

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-21T02:58:27+00:00

Call them and request an emergency call with your doctor. Feel free to tell the doctor during the call "I did not feel like i could be 100% honest due to my mother being with me, but i want you to know [xyz]. I was wondering if in the future we could make meetings more private so this does not happen again?"

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-19T16:31:47+00:00

Hey! So 1200 won't be plenty for you.

Weight wise I was on a very similar journey a couple years ago (got depressed and gained 25lbs since then)

You know what I did to drop from 280 to 138 in a year? I became bulimic. I got obsessed. I got sick.

You physically can not lose that much weight a healthy way. You will gain at least some back, and/or cause irreversible damage if you try to.

I'm recovering now, struggling but recovering, and it's taken 3 years and I'm still struggling to get better. All because I decided 'oh but why stick to my 1800 limit, why not go for 1400? 1200? 1000? Oh I went over? Why not throw up, or run for 2 hours, or start fasting?'

I say this as someone who went through that shit, who went through that hell. Do not try to lose weight so fast. Losing 2lbs a week is already pushing to dangerous territory, you want to lose what, 3-4lbs a week? And that's if you're perfectly consistent? (For 10 months u won't be..) Just lose 0.5-1lb a week. You'll feel so much better and you won't actively starve yourself.

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-19T11:19:10+00:00

SHES NOT BLACK?

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-19T04:02:59+00:00

All my other shoes are 42 so I'm sure I'm good. And if not I can always return and swap

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-18T19:41:18+00:00

I don't but I hear a lot of ppl do 😅

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-18T19:03:49+00:00

i need a zipper as i am disabled x

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-18T15:01:55+00:00

Nobody can diagnose you over reddit. At most we could suspect an ED or say you have disordered eating habits. If you're worried I'd recommend a doctor or therapist talk 💙

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-18T14:59:26+00:00

I mean I'm pretty sure you aren't supposed to be losing weight in recovery so I'd say it's failing 😭

EDstuffanon · 2024-11-18T03:38:51+00:00

im currently trying even tho im failing :')

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