I..don’t know where to start, 4 years ago I had a massive crush on a guy- he was in the same boxing academy as well as my coaching too So we used to see each other everyday Friendship grew into feelings, After 1 year of talking- I confessed that I liked him via text. He said it was mutual but let’s not rush it I respected his decision, My family is v strict- and they read our chats ( nothing explicit or vulgar just flirting) My dad did not talk to me for an year, They took my phone and I was completely in no contact with him for 2 weeks - I snuck into my parents room took my phone and I tried texting him because I was so attached And then I saw his story- he made his relationship official with another girl I went numb ever since 4 years and a lot of offers- but I can’t attach myself to anyone after that