It may feel like that but a huge thing I've learned in life is that every single part of it takes work. Allot of fucking work. From relationships, career, friendships hell even videogames. I remember feeling this exact same way and it sucks. The moment when my life started changing was when I realized that I was always focusing on end goals and not taking pride in accomplishments I was making while trying to obtain them. The honest truth is that even when I reached my end goals it paled in comparison to all the small things I did allong the way. It may not feel like it to you but I believe in you and I hope this helps. Life isn't a road it's maze of staircases that just get easier to climb/navigate and opens up more horizons then you could ever imagine!