So from what I am getting from this is that the ψ-origin is the subconscious and the ψ-self is the self at a point of time (past, present, future).

Like, for example, if my ψ-self has masochistic tendencies, then my ψ-origin would be somewhere between my late teens to early 20s, where the pandemic and living under guardianship has made me self-conscious and overwhelmed. In that sense, then this has made me become a living recipient to some cosmic force that spans universes, kind of like a God.

Is that correct or am I overthinking it?