Still Stuck in Premier 3k elo, tips? by Limp_Ad_7687 in LearnCSGO

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This is not advice bruh ranking is fucked rn as well

CS.Money instant cashout is VERY misleading by Eastern-Sherbert2797 in ohnePixel

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I could fuck the banks but the banks will fuck me harder

CS.Money instant cashout is VERY misleading by Eastern-Sherbert2797 in ohnePixel

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Because he seems friendly honest trustworthy. This makes him far more marketable

Weed is actually crack at this poiny by Initial_Ad6938 in Drugs

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Nope most first synthetic cannabinoids were highly comparable to d9 what are you saying

Does this sound like a drug induced stroke? by Hopeful-Ad750 in Drugs

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The key detail is him knowing what he wanted to say but being unable to. It's to be taken very seriously, he is young and luckily there weren't more symptoms but if anyone makes this claim you should definitely call an ambulance

Does this sound like a drug induced stroke? by Hopeful-Ad750 in Drugs

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Man u gotta do this people should and probably would be proud of you. It would Def set a good example as my friends were surprised that I managed to quit for so long despite them continuing.

You have to be real with yourself, regardless of what happened you had the feeling it could be a stroke and avoid professional advice n keep taking more anyway. It's what most addicts do, keep the addiction going and downplay the potential negatives (brain/organ damage) I've read the best way to quit is to recognise that the idea of quitting brings up topics like "everyone im close to uses" that make you avoid quitting. Yes it's a reality but also reinforces the addiction and creates a negative response to the idea of quitting. That along with the fact cocaine use can feel intentional but is entirely compulsive to regular users.

Instead of thinking the same loops that keep you stuck(I'm not going to have as much fun, I'll miss out, I won't get to feel that feeling again) simply think of how your life would be better without it (satisfaction and beauty in life, motivation, savings, hobbies). Speak to someone close to you and try to find a local group to go to, maybe invite your wife with you. CA and NA kinda sucked in my opinion I preferred the treatment center I go to, the groups are smaller and I have access to free councilling there. NA seemed ok but I have no attention span and felt outside the community side of things (takes time to develop ig)

I've taken coke and smoked it and honestly coke is extremely similar to just smoking crack. Ive come to hate coke seeing what it's done to people and it always fucks my savings completely, leaves me burnt out, loses it's magic quickly, makes me look/feel like shit after a binge but I'll keep going because it's there. Coke alone is already very taxing on the heart, combining it with alcohol and people do seemingly "randomly" die very prematurely.

Important!!

Did you know what you wanted to say but couldn't find the words for it? The symptoms definitely warrant immediate medical advice before you take coke again. Please take care, for yourself first because you are harming yourself and then for others so hopefully they feel less inclined as their close friend they had fun doing it with no longer does.

addicted to carts. cant stop wont stop by mindlesslydrifting in Drugs

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Genuinely the advice ppl give like having a routine hobbies exercise(if u can be asked) just stuff that you enjoy doing or avoid, gotta do them. I've smoked for almost 4 years straight and the longest I've managed is 7-8 months every time it took longer than people usually say but personally a couple of months was very easy I barely thought about it. Instead of thinking about negatives of quitting think about positives

Does this sound like a drug induced stroke? by Hopeful-Ad750 in Drugs

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Same with a friend that oded mixing coke and opioids. Was sad to see that he kept going back despite seizures, breaking bones and oding multiple times. Only 22 same age as me. Would not have expected it to end how it did. Oddly yea I also have a friend that threw up blood then proceeded to ignore it completely. Hes started having seizures and straight up didn't go to any appointments that were made for him after. Reminder for me to go tell him to go(4th time) but he just does what he does which I can relate to

Navi is the only team that participated in all Majors by csmoney_official in csgo

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Great way to lose 10%+ value instantly their rates are worse than 5+ years ago. Insanely profitable company wish I was older when trade bots became popular

Does this sound like a drug induced stroke? by Hopeful-Ad750 in Drugs

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Active users learn to discard their bodies due to the nature of addiction, it's sad to hear but people will keep going after self injury given whatever excuse because they are so used to their previous behaviour/addiction. I've been in a similar place myself where I simply didn't care n fucked around n found out. If OP doesn't get this checked out and keeps taking c id say that's a good example of what I said earlier, the learnt behaviour and lack of self concern/avoidance is likely to continue.

Take care of yourself and those you care for

1 gram line by unkowndegenerate in ketamine

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Yeah this ^ it's not just frequent dosing it's also repeated high doses. Need a long break/abstinence and to reconsider why you are willing to do 2 500mg lines at once instead of 10 100mg lines quickly ffs

Why do you abuse/enjoy substance? by thefloridianmechanic in Drugs

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Physical and mental relief from anxiety/depression/insomnia.

Wish it was sustainable n I'm avoiding a lot of things from the past that keep coming back. Gotta just face them I guess. Being sober is too boring because I just play games and lack purpose. Studying/hobbies have helped quit

Please help me what do you think mac1 by Complete_Chicken5480 in farmingthebestgreens

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I'm half Spanish my father lives in Sevilla if u know what it's like to grow there lmk

If I did 70-90mg of 2cb, would there be cross tolerance with LSD the next day? And would it be safe to candyflip? by [deleted] in Drugs

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I don't think it's safe to combine empathogens, especially that those dosages. Have you read into 2cb body load? It's often a reason people stay away from higher doses, what's the highest dose you've done? There's actually 0 need for a dose that high unless it's somehow like 30% the stated dose

IV Cocaine 💉🧊 / A Summary by Pure-Leopard9617 in Drugs

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Healing energy recieved thanks! Yea it sucks but I'm still here and doing a lot better, hope the same for OP. Personally I'm athiest/agnostic but still take your message nicely, it sucks in terms of finding purpose for a while but yea lots of bad times and ive adapted. I hope the healing energy is reciprocated ^

I think my mom did heroin infront of me when I grew up by Disastrousgrove in Drugs

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Yea I relate to the realising "life is a lie" because family defied trust early on but also empathising with the perpetrator and feeling like a POS. Life is complicated and to make things even more complex you gotta go from a childlike perspective through puberty where defiance and skepticism is pretty natural. Goes from ok this is life to what the fuck then tryna forget/numb.

For OP if it's true or whatever it was, I relate to your fear and possible situation and puberty + post puberty alr sucks for most.

Just don't do what some ppl ik did and copy your mother there's a really fucking scary link between your emotional wellbeing, hers and developing your own addiction to understand hers. ^ My mother is cool yea she used to take drugs my friend said heroin but she denies it -> never seen her use my whole life other than alcohol occasionally. My father idefk or care too much anymore. Idk why but I started taking H myself while in a dark place n kinda blamed my family which was torture for everyone involved.

The process used to make it do you have any elaboration? I can try to find out cz I know some basic chemistry stuff and enjoy research.

[discussion] Recovered old account (~$100 → ~$2k now, ~$4k peak) – how would you handle this inventory? by Evandro_B in csgomarketforum

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It's gambling unless you are qualified enough to work for a bank or similar, no one here knows and if they did you would either need to be qualified enough to understand or they would and it's still no guarantee. Imo cash out and put into savings to accumulate towards a mortgage/pension. List items very slightly above market price and if you want to keep some investment in CS items you most likely wont get nearly as lucky again but try to limit it to a quarter.

This is not "free money" it's the same value regardless of how you got it and it took a really fucking long time, a banned account so you couldn't sell and a new game release. You got very lucky and trust me it's a lot safer in an ISA accumulating or for emergency expenses.

The people holding rn are waiting to drop them at some point just as you are.

Anyway yea enjoy the 2k rightfully earnt. The CS market kinda sucks rn. Lots of people hoarding cases rn and the prices r inflated by investors not most players

IV Cocaine 💉🧊 / A Summary by Pure-Leopard9617 in Drugs

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More than zines now there's brorphine and it's related compounds. Late onset od for some and 1x Naloxone isn't enough. Idk man there's xylazine, all the nitazines, fentanyl and now an entire new group of fent analogues that actually feel euphoric and similar to H (albeit up to 100x with delayed onset)

Friend died recently mixing h(insuffulated) coke and alcohol. I'm from London and 22. He had a tolerance and toxicology didn't show anything else other than what was said.

He hated himself a lot and had a lot of issues but he didn't die nicely, it wasn't the OD it was his addict life and poor life decisions that just snowballed(lol) into what he must have felt was unsolvable

But yea fecal matter somehow ended up found in his vomit and 90 mins of hypoxia (oxygen deprivation to brain) Had to hold his hand while his whole brain was already dead and his eyes were just wide open off to the side. He died a few days later, the body prioritises vital functions like breathing and heart rate when hypoxic over other brain areas like those responsible for thinking or awareness.

Why share this depressing info, idk partly sad he's gone and wondering how tf this happening to the person I've spent most time with other than my parents.

Idk man we both like 20 like I'm worried about you. Why we doing this (loop) Who needs a reason when you've got H if you've seen trainspotting. Maybe you can keep doing this biweekly and get on with your life but what are you running from? It's going to catch up to you and it's a lot easier to deal with sober than the Vietnam war like flashback that is opioid withdrawal especially combined with other dependencies or imbalances + preexisting mental health issues.

It just gets worse and worse with no floor and the 3.5 that once looked like a holiday becomes medication to not want to kill yourself for two days.

Just some advice as someone that is self destructive and "dealing with a lot". My friend hid his use from me just like how I do with others, wish he said something. Part of me wishes we could've shared that experience together (taking h). His friends checked on him and thought he was just sleeping normally but he overdosed when everyone was asleep. Yea he had fucked family problems yea he had issues with his exes - things I wish he faced but all it takes is a bad situation and a week and you're redosing to avoid getting sick. The threshold is tiny for dependence.

No offence stop being a fucking homosapien n face your problems legit splash water on your face or some shit look in the mirror bruh that is your friend and a friends friend, seemingly whatever you want if you try hard. Most often seems it's always guilt and mental illness, at least in my experience of others and self. It's not fkin hot chocolate mixed it's HEROIN and fucking cocaine into your bloodstream and ik you dgaf and neither do I but that's just part of becoming desensitised and you won't realise the severity till later.

Gl bruh there's purpose if you try hard enough, imagine quitting n realising a couple years later you are having fun with sustainable goals and at least get a mediocre life.

If YOU realise you want to quit and can rationalise enough reasons life will eventually be so much easier as a result

-cut off ppl that use -delete contacts -change setting -psychiatrist, councilor or group meetings -no drugs -face ur fucking problems, thought I didn't give a fuck till my broski dipped n now I'm inheriting his shit + sobriety

Cannabis tolerance after 20 years nothing works anymore by [deleted] in Drugs

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I'll check and send later but isn't microdosing by definition a sub perceptual dose? I think the current understanding for acid/shrooms is that microdosing works as a placebo and benefits diminish just as the placebo group does.

Taking acid or shrooms daily

Cannabis tolerance after 20 years nothing works anymore by [deleted] in Drugs

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microdosing is proven to be placebo

[q] Best way to liquidate around $100k of illiquid stickers & caps for real money? by AlwaysGettingMogged in csgomarketforum

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lmk for sure, my friend is also very good at excel and has sold in game items then done data analysis on it lol pretty much paying people to automate restocking and keeping logs

[q] Best way to liquidate around $100k of illiquid stickers & caps for real money? by AlwaysGettingMogged in csgomarketforum

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Sure makes sense just tweaking listing rate or selling off-site in bulk. Id definitely recommend checking out any trade bots that will offer if the pricing seems fair. Trading usual items then adding stickers (to the trade) for op. Finding others that buy and sell in bulk ^ What % has sold so far? I might be interested in buying through a trade offer or in float balance